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She laughs nervously and pushes me away as she shakes her head. “You really are insane. The birth control stays, and at this point, I am inclined to ask you to wear a condom, but I know it will do me no good. I don’t want a baby right now, Ethan. Especially not with my aunt’s ex-husband. Do you have any idea the hurt it would cause if my family ever found out about us?”
I do. But I am selfish enough not to care. Katrina will get over it. Aspen’s family will get over it. I watch her intently. She doesn’t realise just how crazy I am or the lengths I will go to keep her, to put my baby inside of her. But that’s okay; she will find out soon. The number of times I plan on fucking her, cum inside her, she will be pregnant by the time her internship is over.
I will make sure of it.
Chapter6
Aspen
After the talk with Ethan about birth control, he hasn’t brought it up again. The implication was clear. He wanted a baby with me. I should have been ecstatic at the thought of him wanting me in that way, but there was another part, a bigger part of me, that overpowered it all. I didn’t want to upset my family. Katrina.
Although I didn’t see much of her, we had always gotten along. It felt like a betrayal what I was doing with Ethan. I know they are divorced, but I still didn’t feel good about myself and what I was doing. It didn’t stop me from doing it though. I can’t get enough of Ethan, and it was obvious he felt the same way. He was insatiable. We fucked in the morning before work, in his office at work – sometimes twice a day – and then in the evening. I was so sore from all the sex, but I just couldn’t stop. It was better than anything I had ever felt before.
I was now a month into my relationship with Ethan and six weeks into my internship with another six to go before I finished and returned to my normal life at Oxford college. It saddened me to think about it, to not be around Ethan, to not live with him, but it was our reality, and there was no way we could keep our relationship going once my contract at Caldwell Global Investments ended. I couldn’t keep Ethan. No matter how much I wanted to. My family would never approve of us, and quite frankly, I couldn’t even blame them. Was I sick for allowing this to happen? I didn’t think I was. But I doubt other people would see it as normal given who his ex-wife was and the twenty-year age difference.
I sigh, wondering how the hell I got myself into this mess. But then I remember that the last month has been the best of my life. And it’s not even just the sex, though that is amazing. It’s him. The way he is possessive over me, the butterflies that swim in my tummy every time I see his gorgeous face, the way he looks after me and knows what I need before I’ve even anticipated it. The way I… love him. My eyes widen.
Oh god.
No.
No. No. No.
I cannot love Ethan.
But I do.
Deep down, I know I do. I have fallen in love with Ethan Caldwell.
“Aspen?” a familiar drawl sounds, snapping me out of my dilemma. I look up to find Ethan hovering over my desk, a frown on his face.
“Hmm?”
“I called you several times. Come to my office.” He turns without another word and saunters away.
I push out of my chair and follow him, quietly closing the door when I have stepped inside. He sits on his desk, thick thighs spread, looking good enough to eat. God, he makes my mouth water.
“Is everything okay? You seemed out of it just then.”
I stride towards him, only stopping when I am close enough to touch him. “I’m fine. I was just thinking about my family.” I don’t tell him that I had come to the realization that I have, in fact, fallen in love with him. He searches my face, looking for any hint that I am lying. Seemingly satisfied, he grabs my waist and pulls me to him.
“I already told you that I am happy to sit down with them and tell them about us.”
I shake my head. “No. We are only together for the duration of my internship. I don’t want to cause unnecessary upset for a fling.”
He makes a noise in his throat as a look I can’t quite decipher flashes in his eyes. It’s gone as quick as it came, and he plasters on a smile.
“Very well.” He spins me so quick, bending me over his desk. He flips up my skirt and rips my panties from my body.
I squirm as the cool air hits my wet folds. “Ethan, stop.” I hiss.
He spanks me, making me yelp. “No,” that one word leaves no room for argument, and before I know what’s happening, I hear the tell-tale sign of his belt being undone and his zipper being pulled down. I jolt when he runs the tip of his cock down my slit. “You are always so fucking wet for me, little lamb.” He groans in my ear. “Does it turn you on, knowing I was your aunts’ husband? Does it turn you on knowing that I never filled her with my come, but I fill you, give you every little drop of me? Hmm?”
Jesus. His dirty words and talking about Katrina shouldn’t excite me, but it does. Dammit, it does.
“Ethan,” I moan. I feel him smile against my skin, and then he shoves into me. I cry out, still not used to the thickness of him, but he doesn’t give me time to recover. He pounds into me relentlessly. Mercilessly. Possessively.
He reaches round my front and thumbs my clit like his life depends on it, all the while pounding me so hard, I am surprised the desk doesn’t move.
