Page 48 of Release Me


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I pull back a little, my eyes meeting hers. “Yeah?”

“Yes,” she replies, the word firm.

“No regrets about last night?” I ask, even though with the way we’re lying here together, I don’t think either of us has any regrets about what happened. But we didn’t talk about it either, not after it happened the first time. Not after the second or third time either.

“Definitely not,” she says. “You?”

“Not at all,” I murmur, leaning in to kiss her again, unable to stop myself now that I can. I move my body so I’m half lying on her, my arms bracketing either side of her face.

“Is this just going to be a Seattle thing, though?” she asks, her tongue tracing my bottom lip.

I open my eyes to find her looking up at me, questions in her eyes, maybe because she thinks this is only something we’ve done because we’re far away from Badger Creek and all the issues that creates. And that when we get back it’s never happening again.

“No,” I whisper, teasing her tongue with mine. “I want more than that.”

She smiles, visibly relaxing. “So do I,” she murmurs around our kisses. “But we need…we’ll have to be careful, Ethan. Keep it quiet. People will talk.”

I exhale, reluctantly pulling back so I can meet her gaze again. “Yeah, I know. Are you okay with that?”

“I am,” she replies with a nod. “It’s nobody’s business anyway,” she says, reminding me of what Brandon said back in Tahoe.

“It’s not,” I agree. “And it’s not like we need to…well it’s just while we see where this thing between us can go,” I say, even though I already know where I want it to go. I’ve never felt like this before and even after just one night, I can tell this is way more than just casual for me.

But it’s not as simple as that, and the last thing I want to do is something that will have negative ramifications for Zoey. I will do anything to protect her.

“I know,” she says, smiling as she slides a hand down my body, her fingers curling around my dick.

“Fuck, Zo.”

She leans up, her breasts pressing against my chest as she whispers, “Yes, exactly that,” before guiding me inside her. I’m not wearing a condom and we both know it, but that doesn’t mean I stop her, relishing in the feeling of being completely bare inside her, as connected as two people can possibly be. “You feel so good,” she whispers, biting and sucking at my neck.

I slowly pull out before pushing inside her again, a low growl coming from my chest. “So good,” I moan. “Zo, I’m not wearing a condom.”

“I know,” she says. I still, buried inside her as I lift my head again. We used them every time last night, not even stopping to have this discussion, but somehow this feels different. “I have an IUD,” she continues, her beautiful blue eyes filled with so much lust as she looks up at me.

“I’ve never been bare with anyone before,” I blurt out. It’s true though, because it’s not something I’ve ever wanted to risk considering what most women seemed to be after with me.

“Me either.”

I swallow hard at the implication of our words and what all of this means. It’s only been twenty-four hours, fast by anyone’s standards but I don’t care because god, it feels right. So totally fucking right.

“This is, we’re exclusive, right?” I say, knowing that just the thought of any guy touching Zoey, let alone sharing a bed with her has my blood boiling.

Zoey smiles, her hand on my hip, slipping around to my ass as she pulls me deeper. “I hope so.”

“Yes,” I tell her, my tone firm. “I don’t want anyone else but you.”

Her smile widens as she curls her other hand around my neck and pulls me in for another kiss. “Then we’re good.”

“Fuck,” I groan into her mouth, as I slowly start to move my hips, loving the feel of her warm, wet heat. She’s so fucking wet and I am buried so deep inside her and god, it feels so damn good.

Zoey deepens the kiss, pulling me to her as she rolls us over so she’s now straddling my hips, my dick deep inside her. I watch as she sits up, leaning back slightly with one hand braced on my thigh.

Then she slowly lifts her body up, my eyes dropping to where we’re joined before she sinks onto me again. I almost come from just the sight of my dick covered in her, disappearing inside her. Forcing myself to hold on, I move my hand to her hip, my thumb brushing against her as she slowly starts to ride me, our gazes now locked together.

God, this feels like so much more than just a Seattle thing or a Tahoe thing or any place thing. This feels real and permanent, like forever and not even the thought of that scares me because I want her so badly.

“Jesus, Zo,” I moan as she moves against me, riding me slowly, her body taking me deep inside with every thrust. I keep my thumb light, teasing her, slowly pushing her closer and closer to her release, knowing that I’m not far behind.

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