Page 103 of The Lost Melody


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“Baby,” Turner says, his voice barely audible. I shudder, unable to see due to how much I’m crying. “Lavender, look at me, please.”

I glance up, swiping my hand across my eyes. “I just don’t know what to do,” I tell him, crying. “What if it stopped working?”

“Lennon,” Turner says forcefully, and it shuts me up. “So what if it did? We’ll figure it out. Whatever you want, Roark, Derek, and I will follow, okay?”

Nodding, I ignore that he didn’t include Orion. This is a lot and if he can’t handle it, then I understand.

“Wait a goddamn minute,” Orion growls, stalking towards us and picking me up so I’m now in his lap. “You don’t get to make decisions for me, Turner. Little girl, do you remember what I told you?”

I lay on his chest, struggling to think about what he told me as I shake my head. Words, thoughts, and memories are all hard right now.

“I said you were mine,” he says softly, enveloping me in his arms. “I fucking meant it. If you’re pregnant, then I will find every one of those men and slaughter them so this little person will never know the evil that were their fathers. We know better than anyone that you can’t choose your parents, so why would we judge this kid by their misdeeds?”

Wrapping my arms around Orion’s neck, I stare into Turner’s eyes. They’re an intense ocean of blue that tells me the same thing.

“I think all of our parents are fucked up,” I say hoarsely and Roark snorts. “I don’t know the first thing about being pregnant, I mean, if I am. I can’t bring myself to take a test yet, because that would make it real. Is that selfish of me?”

“Len,” Derek says and I turn my face towards him. “Nothing changes except knowing for sure if you are or aren’t pregnant. We can wait, and find out after Christmas, okay? Either way, we’re not going anywhere. These two assholes will have to figure out soon that Orion is here to stay.”

Turner snorts at Derek’s brattiness. “I honestly didn’t know how you’d react, Orion,” he says. “You don’t really seem like the ‘kid’ kind of person.”

Orion kisses the top of my head and I twist to look up at him. “I haven’t been around enough to know if I am or not. I figure I’m already learning new things, expanding my emotional index, why not go wild,” he teases me with a smirk and I huff out a laugh as my eyes well with tears again.

God, my emotions are all over the place. “You know you have a choice, if it gets to be too much?” I ask, needing to be sure.

“Little girl, that boat sailed when I saw you strapped to a table in that hospital,” he mutters and my heart flip flops. “I was yours forever then, I just didn’t realize how completely.”

“I love you too,” I whisper, completely meaning it. My life has been so crazy, and I gave another piece of myself away in that kill room with Orion. I needed to tell him.

“Lennon,” Orion whispers, eyes widening.

“You don’t have to say it back,” I tell him, my voice thick with tears. “It’s okay…”

“It’s not okay,” he says, kissing me hard. A heartbeat later, Orion’s hands are on my hips and twisting me so I’m now straddling him. “Don’t you dare sell your love short. I never thought I’d hear those sweet words from your lips. I still don’t completely believe I heard them correctly.”

Smirking, I shake my head. “Do your ears not work then?” I ask.

Orion grinds me down on his quickly hardening cock, causing me to gasp. “I assure you, all of my parts work just fine, little girl,” he growls and I shiver.

Roark comes closer kissing up my neck. “Do you like when he calls you his little girl, Lenny?” he rumbles, causing me to whimper for an entirely different reason.

“Yes, sir,” I say with a sigh.

Roark stares at me, carefully. “Do you need someone to take control for a little while, little Valkyrie?” he asks, and I bite my lip with a nod.

“Orion, can you do that for her? There’s a lot that you’re learning about us, but sometimes Lennon likes not being in charge. She enjoys being told what to do and when,” Roark explains, his face saying he’s unsure if Orion can handle it.

“Yes,” Orion says, and his hand wraps around my neck as I lean into it with a sigh. There’s been too much emotion, too much uncertainty, and I need to give up being in the driver's seat for a while. “Do you need to let go for a bit, little one?”

I nod as he tightens his hand, making it unable for me to say anything. Loosening his grip, Orion watches me carefully, rubbing the pulse in my neck. “You’re so beautiful, and when I look at you, all I want is to watch your lips wrap around Derek’s cock while I fuck you,” he growls as I whimper in need.

“Fuck me,” Roark mutters, and Turner chuckles, climbing into his lap.

“Or, you could fuck me while we watch Orion make Lavender feel good,” Turner murmurs, licking up Roark’s neck.

There’s some movement on the couch next to us as they get naked, but I wait, watching Orion. “Do you want me to beg, Daddy?” I ask, batting my lashes at him.

“Yes, beg me to suck Derek’s cock. Look how ready he is,” Orion says, turning my head to see Derek stroking his cock through his pants next to us.

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