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“My fingers or my cock?” My jaw tightened as I waited for her response.
“Your cock.” She reached for me as I ripped the shirt over my head, shoving my pants down and then off.
I made a move to grab a condom. Then stopped. “Do we need condoms?”
“I’m on birth control, and I’m clean.”
Fuck. It was a big step, but I wanted to feel her bare. “I am too. Do you trust me?” I asked her, knowing it was me who’d gotten someone pregnant before. Even with two forms of birth control, it wasn’t foolproof.
I settled between her legs, every muscle in my body tense.
Everly caressed my cheek, and I couldn’t help but to turn into her touch. “I trust you.”
I braced myself on my forearms, taking her mouth with mine. I slowly entered her, savoring the sensation of her walls closing around me with nothing separating us. “You feel so good.”
I’d said it before, but this was different. Better. I’d never been bare with anyone before. After Lola, I wasn’t sure what happened, if the condom had a hole in it or if she wasn’t on birth control as she’d promised. But my trust was blown. The difference was, I trusted Everly. I loved her.
And if she got pregnant, it would be one of the happiest moments of my life. I wanted to continue building my family with her. We were meant to be together.
Everly raked her nails along my sides, the slight sting only intensifying my pleasure.
“I never want this to end.” I wanted it to go on and on and on. I’d never get enough of her. I was bursting to tell her I loved her, but it wasn’t the right moment.
I refocused on bringing her pleasure, showing her love with my touch. I sucked on her nipples, knowing it drove her wild.
She writhed under me, whimpering and tugging on my hair until I reached down to touch her clit. She moved my hand out of the way so she could touch herself. I sat back on my heels, changing the angle to hit her G-spot.
I was mesmerized when her fingers circled her clit, hesitantly at first, but then she bit her lip and grew more confident. I loved that she was taking care of her own pleasure, making herself feel good. The familiar tingle built at the base of my spine. “Are you close?”
She nodded, biting harder on her lip. I moved over her, careful to give her space, pulling her lip from between her teeth. I sucked on it, soothing the sting I sensed was there, and kissed her until she was moaning into my mouth.
Her walls spasmed around me, drawing out my release. I thrust one more time, driving deep, spilling into her body. It was like nothing I’d ever experienced before, and it wasn’t just because I was bare. It was the emotion behind the act. The love I felt for her. I rolled onto my side, bringing her with me.
“I should clean up,” Everly said.
“Give me a minute.” I needed to hold her, to reassure myself she was a solid presence in my life, and she wasn’t going anywhere.
“That felt different,” Everly murmured against the skin of my chest.
Pleased, I ran a hand over her arm. “For you too?”
“Yeah, I’ve never felt anything like that before.”
I wasn’t sure if she was trying to figure something out in her head, and I still wasn’t sure when the right time was to tell a woman you loved her. But I concluded it should probably be natural. Not planned ahead. “Maybe it’s because of our friendship.” When she didn’t say anything, I swallowed hard, wondering if this was a mistake. “Maybe it’s because I love you.”
She stilled before she finally said, “As a friend.”
“As a man who’s in love with you.” I knew she’d never told anyone she loved them, and I hadn’t either.
“You do?” She turned slightly to study my face.
“I do, and you don’t need to say anything. I understand if you’re not ready.” Feeling like my heart was going to burst out of my chest, I said, “Let me get a washcloth.”
I didn’t want to know if she didn’t feel the same. Not yet. I was a mix of emotions. My hands shook as I filled the cloth with warm water and wrung the excess from it before returning to the bedroom.
“Did you mean it?” she asked after I cleaned her and threw the washcloth aside.
I gathered her to me. “Every word. I love you, Everly. And I don’t care how long it takes for you to get to the same place.”
