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He slipped a hand between us and pinched at my clit as I cried out and toppled over the edge into an abyss of moaning and shuddering and fireworks. With his girth spreading me so wide, I could feel every inch of him as my pussy rhythmically milked at him. It was a toe-curling, full body orgasm that left me quaking beneath him.
‘There’s my good girl cumming all over me.’ His voiced was strained as he gave in to his own pleasure, his thrusts becoming deeper and quicker as I clung on throughout the last shudders of my orgasm.
Then he came hard, his hips bucking against me as I scraped my fingers down the scarred ridges of his back, filling me with a seemingly endless amount of cum. I’d never had someone cum inside me. It was like he was marking his territory, and that made me quiver all over again.
We lay wrapped in one another as we caught our breath, both of us panting. My body was like a gigantic pile of jelly, my limbs seemingly useless.
My pulse still thundered in my neck as we lay entangled, the walls between us demolished around us.
‘Do you still hate me?’ I asked against Cam’s ear, reaching up to run my fingers through his hair.
He pulled himself up and looked me in the eye. ‘I haven’t hated you since the moment I first held you in my arms.’
Cam kissed me with such delicacy that I sighed happily against him.
‘Now go pee while I make you a sandwich.’ He rolled off of me and watched me as I stood up, his cum spilling out of me and streaking my thighs.
Darkness washed over his eyes as his cock twitched again.
‘On second thoughts... I’ll join you in the shower.’
Hours later, we lay on the couch, snuggled up together eating pizza and watching reruns on the TV. Both exhausted after a night of unadulterated lust. I wanted to freeze the moment in time before we both had to face up to the real world.
‘I’m not sure I’m pretending any more,’ I said, looking up at Cam.
‘I don’t think I was ever pretending. I just kept trying to convince myself I was.’ He put down his pizza and pulled me toward him, wrapping me up in his arms. ‘Are you still going to leave me?’
His face was pained as I watched him, my mind whirring over my options. The temptation to pretend that I didn’t know about Harold’s trafficking, to just pretend like everything was okay, was overwhelming. I could be happy with Cam. I could have some sort of freedom with him I didn’t have at home. I could spend nights wrapped up in him and days loving him. But the knowledge that Harold would continue to hurt people, and continue to get away with it, was too much. He had to pay.
‘I don’t want to leave you.’
‘But you will if you have to, right?’
I nodded and placed a kiss on the edge of his lips. He closed his eyes and leaned back, pulling me with him. ‘I’m sorry. I won’t be able to live peacefully while he’s a threat.’
‘It’s okay. Everyone leaves eventually. He drives them all away. I’m used to it.’
I lay against his chest, feeling the thrum of his heart against my cheek. The last thing I wanted was to hurt him. But what else could I do?
‘I’ll fix it. Make Father call off his feud. Make your brothers see how much I care for you.’
‘What if I could find a way to deal with your father without it hurting you or Katie? Could you still be with me after that?’
He blinked down at me and furrowed his brow, making me want to reach up and smooth it out. ‘Could you still be with me after what he did to your mother?’
‘Yes.’
‘Then yes. But there is no way he’d go down without bringing me down too. He’s too spiteful to let me be happy if he’s not. He’d me more likely to use me as a scapegoat and shoulder the blame than to let me take over.’
‘Would you help me?’ When his eyes dipped away from my face, I knew he still wouldn’t. Even after everything.
‘I can’t. I promised my loyalty to my family, and those scars run deep Maeve. I can’t be the destroyer of my family. I can try to convince Father to stop seeing you as a pawn and let us be happy, but I can’t tear my family apart.’
‘I’m your wife. Aren’t I your family now too?’ I whispered, not angry with him. He’d been brought up to be loyal to one thing only, and going against it was huge. He wasn’t ready for it.
‘Fuck, Maeve, I don’t know what to say. Could you turn against your brothers for me? Your sister? Your father? Yes, you are my family now too, but could you go against your loyalty to them?’
I already did. I’d done exactly what Mac had warned me not to. I fell in love with the enemy.
