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“Come first.”
“But—”
“Not a request, Whitney. Give me another one.”
I bite my lip, knowing he wasn’t going to let up until I came and that thought made me melt even though I wanted to be in his arms. I was craving the intimate feeling of his strong body wrapped around me after not having it for so long. Nothing felt like the safety and security of being in his arms. The sex with Jacob was amazing. Unbelievable. I craved sex with this man more than I did anything on Earth. But it was the after, that I craved too. The moments where everything is still and quiet and I get lost in the tranquility. During these moments, I allowed my mind to drift to a life where things weren’t so complicated. He wasn’t the man I couldn’t have; I wasn’t the woman he shouldn’t touch.Everything was perfect.
It isn’t long before he’s hovering over me. He runs a hand over his mouth collecting my juices but I still smell me on him.
“Why are you in your head, Angel?” He brushes his nose over mine before dropping a kiss to my lips.
“I’ve missed you and this.” The tears well in my eyes and I try my best to keep them down but one escapes, slipping down my face. I wrap my arms around his back pulling him closer to me, wanting to get as close as possible to him. “It was really hard when you left and I just… I’m scared you’re going to leave me again.” I look up into his stormy blue eyes. “You’re right, I’m just in my head.”
“It was tough for me too.” His thumb finds the space just below my eyes and wipes the stray tear. “I felt incomplete, like a part of me was missing. We’d never had a period in our relationship where we weren’t speaking. I knew you were angry and upset with me and I felt like shit that there was nothing I could do to make it better. ThatIof all people had hurt you. The first six months, the few times I was allotted to sleep, I spent staring at the ceiling thinking about you. If you were okay, if you were safe, if you were happy…” He wraps his arms tightly around me and buries his face into my neck before pressing his lips there. “If you were thinking about me.”
“I was always thinking about you. I was never not thinking about you.” He smiles but it doesn’t reach his eyes and I feel like I can hear his thoughts.“I met him a little over a year after you were gone. Over a year with no communication. No nothing. You told me to move on. It almost killed me, but I did it.”
“I know,” he grits out. “I know. And I’m not mad at you. I’m mad at myself. And… the life we have and who we are in each other’s lives. I’m mad that I lived so long without you and now there’s some other guy in the picture. Some other guy that’s touched you.” He squeezes his eyes shut. “The thought of him… drives me fucking crazy, Whitney.” When he opens them, they’re dark and he looks almost angry. But in the sexiest way. He pushes me to my back and gets on top of me before sliding back inside.
“He’s not going to touch me again. Not that we’re backhereagain. It’s you and me,” I say with as much confidence as I can, but that small voice of doubt speaks up and the word leaves my lips on its own. “Right?”
“I’m not going anywhere.” “I’m yours, baby. Forever. I’ll never leave you again and nothing is going to tear us apart.”
His words make my heart melt and I let out a low moan as his pace begins to pick up and I succumb to the pleasure coursing between our bodies, all the while trying to ignore the small part of me telling me that he was wrong.
“Ughhh what is that?” I groan as I burrow farther into the warm body next to me that seems like it is moving away. I grab Jacob, trying to keep himand his body heatpinned to me. “Don’t get up.”
He chuckles. “I have to, baby, it’s my phone.”
“What time is it?” I press a hand to my head, trying to ignore the light streaming through his blinds. It’s not totally offensive, if I was still sleeping, but now that I’m awake, I need the curtains drawn and a lot more time with a naked Jacob. We’d made love at least two more times last night before finally drifting off to sleep for the rest of the night and now my limbs felt loose and sore and I wanted to soak in his bathtub with him.
“What’s up, Trey?” he says and I roll my eyes before turning to face him.
“Really? At…” I turn my head to the clock on the nightstand. “Eight in the morning?”
“Wait… slow the fuck down, man, what?” His face goes through a range of emotions of what seems like shock to confusion to anger before he pulls his phone away from the phone and puts him on speaker so I can hear. “Say that again, I have you on speaker and Whit is here.”
“Jesus fuck, you two. You couldn’t have covered your tracks a bit better?” My heart pounds in my chest at the implication that we’ve been caught. “Chloe was luckily able to cover for you two, as long as Parker doesn’t at some point compare notes with your parents. He really has a camera tracking you?”
Jacob’s eyes find mine and I can see the fury behind them. “Excuse me?”
“Stop. No. Just cameras at our house,” I say, trying to calm Jacob down, although I know he’s going to have a few questions when we get off the phone. “Trey, you’re speaking in code, what’s going on?”
“Whitney, where is your phone? Everyone has been trying to get a hold of you.”
I blink several times, realizing that I haven’t seen my phone since last night. “I brought your purse in.” Jacob nods to the chair and I hop out of bed and grab my phone out of my bag. I always keep it on vibrate, but I also sleep with it next to me so I can feel it if anyone calls me.
“Holy fuck. Nineteen missed calls?” Calls from my parents. From Parker. From his assistant. From Unknown calls in New York. Parker’s mother.Thankfully that one was only an hour ago.“What is on fire!?”
“Apparently Parker got into a car accident in New York. He’s alive and evidently going to make it, but he’s banged up and he had to go into emergency surgery.”
“WHAT!?” I drop the phone from my hand. “Oh my God.” There are a million questions going through my head right now, but I put a pin in them for a second since Trey said he was alive. “Okay, where do they think I am?”
“Luckily for you, Chlo and I left soon after you guys did and Chloe said Jacob brought you to Chlo’s house because you didn’t want to stay at your house alone,” Trey explains. “So, you’re fine, but… you need to get your ass to New York.”
“Why the fuck would she do that?” Jacob barks.
“Because it’s her fiancé.”
