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I slide my palms up her thighs. “What?”

“A night alone. Just you and me. Bottle of wine. Lots of sex.”

Then she’s taking my lips with hers. Her kiss is hungry, desperate, needy. Her tits are pressed against me, and her heart beats wildly against mine as she grinds against me.

It’s been over a month since I’ve had her. And fuck, I want her. I want her so desperately, my cock is ready to burst through my pants.

But with a groan, I pull her to me and hug her tightly. “I can’t believe I’m going to say this,” I mutter.

Cat stills. “Is something wrong?”

I don’t answer immediately. I breathe deeply and just enjoy the way she feels in my arms.

“Jay?”

“Chloe thinks the only reason I’m sticking around is because I’m trying to win you back.”

Cat’s face falls. “Fuck.”

Cupping her cheeks, I rake my gaze over every inch of her face. “I want you so fucking badly, but I need to show her that she matters. She needs to know she comes first.”

“Of course she does,” Cat says quickly, pushing at my chest.

I don’t let her move, though. “You both do. I’m not here for her alone, and I’m not here just for you. I’m here for you both. You are my family, and I want to reassure her of that.”

Her eyes soften. “You don’t have to explain it to me, Jay. I feel the same way.”

“But that doesn’t mean we can’t spend time together, Kitten,” I whisper and drop a soft kiss to her lips.

“It doesn’t?” she asks, a little breathless.

“Just means you need to learn how to be quiet,” I tease.

Her eyes light in challenge.

“Can you be quiet, Kitten?”

She practically purrs against me as I lift her in my arms. “I can try,” she says, nibbling along my jaw as I carry her toward the bedroom.

53

STILL FALLING FOR YOU BY ELLIE GOULDING

Cat

It’s not until Jay flicks on the bedroom light that the nerves hit me. We’ve had sex in public. We’ve played in the club. And we’ve certainly flirted a whole lot over the last few months. But this is so much different.

Not just because we’re parents. And not because we have to be quiet.

This time, we’re going into it with eyes wide open.

He hasn’t touched me since he learned I had a baby. He hasn’t seen me in the light, scars and all.

But I don’t want anything between us anymore. I want him to see all of me and stillchooseme. There’s an innate need for him to want me even when things aren’t sexy, because lord knows life will be filled with plenty of unsexy moments. But if we’re doing this—if we’re really going to make this work—then I need to know that even when I’m ordinary, he’ll still be desperate for me.

And Jay doesn’t disappoint.

Spinning, he presses me against the wall. His presence hovers above me, and in the bright light of my bedroom, every detail of his face is on display. The five o’clock shadow, the thick black lashes that flutter subtly as he studies me, the sexy black glasses that frame his piercing blue eyes. When I shuffled into my apartment, I was dead on my feet. But when he stepped out of the shadows, I couldn’t help but clench my thighs at the sight of him in those damn glasses. For the first time in my life, I understand the appeal of Clark Kent. Damn.

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