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“She’s seen pictures of you.” I smiled, “I don’t have many, but she found them sometime last year and asked me who you were.”
“What did you tell her?” He whispered like he was anticipating bad news.
“I told her you were the man I loved.” I smiled at the memory. “She asked if you were my Prince Charming. She’s big into fairy tales and princesses right now.”
“I’m the villain.” He said darkly.
“Fox.” “I don’t want you to call me that anymore.” His brow furrowed. “Fox is the name I got for being sly and deceptive.” He asserted. “That’s not what I want our daughter thinking my name is.”
“Okay.” I swallowed and took his feelings to heart. “Tell me what you want me to address you as.”
“Paxton, or Pax.” He looked back up at me. “You’re the only one in the world that I’ve let call me that without knocking them the fuck out for it. But I don’t want her to know me as Fox. Because he’s dead. From this moment forward, I’m a different man.”
“Baby, she won’t care if you’re not perfect. That’s the thing about kids.” I smoothed my hand over his brow. “She won’t see any of your flaws if you love her openly and honestly.”
“But I know I’m not perfect. And I’m un-fucking-worthy of both of you, so I want to do the best I can with what I can control. Okay?”
“Okay,” I nodded and conceded.
He sighed and stood up off the ground, gentle with me as he held me tight. “Show me more.” He said, laying down on the couch with me nestled against this chest. He grabbed a throw blanket off the ottoman and covered us up. “I want to see everything.”
“Okay, baby.” I smiled against his bare chest and opened the folder again. I scrolled down to the bottom, where a few pictures of my baby bump were. “This was the first picture I ever took of my bump…”
Chapter 25 – Delilah
Present
Iwokeupwiththe worst kink in my neck and tried to roll over to rest my head the other way, but a brick wall laid against my back.
Fox.
Or rather, Paxton.
I smiled to myself when I recognized his now familiar body heat pressed against me from head to toe on the oversized couch.
We had laid there until late, looking through all the pictures of our daughter and watching all of the videos I had of her. It was a beautiful trip down memory lane for me because as I remembered how much loneliness or grief over my circumstances I’d felt when they were originally taken, love and excitement started replacing those memories.
We were going to be a family. I wasn’t sure how I was going to introduce Fox to Penny or tell her that he was her dad, but I knew after some initial uncomfortableness, it was going to work out.
Fox stirred behind me, flexing his hips and pushing his erection into my ass like he had when we first got into bed for a nap. Only this time he had sweats on thankfully. My core tingled as I felt him grow even longer and harder between us. It had been so long since I’d felt him inside of me, and feeling him this close with the weight of our past heartbreaks lifted…
I ached for him.
Physically and emotionally ached for him to be inside of me again.
“Fox.” I whispered, sliding my hand down his arm to where his hand was of course wedged against my breasts, this time on the outside of my shirt. “Are you awake?”
He didn’t answer me, so I stared at the pattern on the comfy couch underneath my head as I contemplated what to do. I was needy, and desperate for pleasure.
Sad to say I was too uncertain to wake him up and ask him to fuck me.
It had been five years after all, and I was a totally different woman today then I was back then. But still… I had needs.
I felt the anxiety rising inside of my chest as I laid there even longer contemplating what to do. I decided to slip from the couch and go to the bathroom. Maybe some distance away from Fox’s sexy body and presence would alleviate some of the carnal desire coursing through my veins. And if it didn’t, at least I’d be in the bathroom, and I could silently bring myself to orgasm to hold myself over for a while.
I gently tried to slide his hand off me so I could get off the couch but the second I moved it, he moved it back even tighter, slightly grumbling in his sleep.
Fuck. I licked my lips and started perspiring from arousal and his hot body against mine, making me even closer to combusting. I kicked my legs over the edge of the couch and tried to slide out that way but once again, he tightened his hold on me and I was in a worse position than when I started.
