Page 23 of Twisted Secrets


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I can’t even look her in the eye because I know I’ll see disappointment.

“Jagger! Where is this coming from? I thought you were content with this situation. In fact, you’re the one who said you didn’t care if I was with Crew as long as you had me, too.”

My eyes roll to the left and I stare at the door with stillness. “Forget I said anything. Let’s just go to sleep. We’ve both had too much to drink.”

Her palm cups my cheek and she turns my head, forcing me to look at her. “No. We’re talking about this now. Are you having second thoughts about us?”

“What? No!” I blurt out. “God, no, Scar. I’d never have doubts about us. I want this. I just… I don’t know. I’m overthinking shit.”

She exhales a breath of forced laughter. “You’re starting to sound like Crew.”

I scowl back at her at the mention of his name, again.

“Sorry, I didn’t mean it like that. It’s just, he questions this whole thing all the time. I never expected it from you. I always assumed you were fine with it all. It’s my fault. I should have known you’d need reassurance, too.”

“No, baby.” I shift onto my side, wrapping her in my arm while propping my head up with my hand. “You didn’t do anything wrong. You shouldn’t have to reassure either of us.”

“I do, though. This isn’t an easy situation and I don’t want either of you to think for a minute that one relationship is superior to the other. Because it’s not. You and Crew each offer me something different, but the intensity of my feelings for you are exactly the same.”

I quirk a brow, wondering if this is the alcohol talking, because Scar never talks emotions. “You still drunk?”

She cracks a smile and swats my chest. “Yes. A little, I think. But I mean what I’m saying. Whenever you feel like this, please talk to me about it. I don’t want you to ever second-guess what we have.”

Leaning down, I press my lips to hers, suddenly feeling like a damn idiot. But I’m also relieved. I needed the reassurance tonight.

“Do you still want me to get Crew?” I ask her, our mouths ghosting. “I don’t mind. Really.”

Her head shakes while our noses brush. “No. I only want you tonight.” I’m certain her words are coming from a place of guilt, but I’m not arguing her decision.

My arm swoops under her side, and I lift, pulling her on top of me. “Oh yeah? Prove it?”

“Plan to.” Her mouth meets mine. It’s abrasive and rough, but passion sizzles between us. Our teeth clank as our tongues knot in a web of desire. “I’m yours, Jagger.”

I believe what she says. She is mine. She might be his, too, but it doesn't take away from the fact that she is still mine. “There’s no one else for me, Scar. Never will be.” My words have never been truer. No one can satisfy me the way Scar does. She gives me everything I want and need. The sass that puts me in my place. The emotions that drive me fucking crazy. The body that sets my soul on fire. We connect on a level I’ve never experienced with another person. My heart calls to her and she answers. Always knowing exactly what to say to talk me off the ledge, or what to do to show me how serious she is about us. I was a fool to doubt what we have. Nothing compares.

Lifting up, I grind my erection against her hip bone, showing her what she does to me. Her legs wrap around either side of me and her back curves. Skating my hands up the cups of her bra, I get a firm grasp on her tits.

“Mmm,” I hum into her mouth. “Mine.” My teeth graze the skin of her lip before sucking it into my mouth. Her heady breaths satisfy my need for oxygen as I inhale each one.

My hands move around her back, fingers grating against her soft skin. With one flick, her bra comes unclasped and falls to her waist. I let it settle there, too focused on what’s in front of me to bother moving it.

Lifting my head, I suck the pink bud of her nipple in my mouth while massaging both her breasts. Scar purrs, dropping her head back and flexing her chest outward. I move to the other one, giving it the same attention. My balls ache with a dire need of release. Pins and needles shoot through my body, heat pooling in my stomach. “Fuck, baby. I need you so bad.”

Scar lifts up, giving me access to my boxers, and I slide them down just enough to spring my cock free. With an open palm, she grabs a hold of it, eyes locked on mine. Her hand slides up and down, thumb swiping the head. “Suck it, baby.”I give her head a gentle push, guiding her downward, and she grins.

As she repositions herself, she slides her thumb across her tongue, licking up the bead of precum she gathered. “So fucking sexy.”

Twisting around, she sticks her ass right in my face, her bra falling somewhere in between. “Now this is a sight I like to see.” I grab two handfuls of her smooth ass while she takes the shallow end of my dick in her mouth, using her hand to satisfy the bottom half. I give her cheek a slap and she shrieks with a mouth full of cock.

My hands move to her hips and I tug her back an inch so that I’m eye level with her pussy, then I sit her down on my face. Swiping the pad of my tongue between her folds, I press my thumb to her asshole, not going in, but toying with nerves that I know will make her feel good.

Her head bobs up and down as she sucks me off. Every once in a while, she gives her jaw a break and slides her tongue up my length, coating it with saliva, then pumping her hand a few times before taking me back in her mouth. She’s mastered the blow job and my only regret is not being able to see her doe eyes peer up at me. I’ve got the second best view right now, though.

I slide one finger inside her pussy, immediately adding another. Bringing my other hand around her, I use the pad of my fingers to massage her clit.

She howls around my cock, as I push my fingers in deeper. My tongue slides up between her ass cheeks, while I continue pumping my fingers violently inside her. Her back arches and she leans into me, desperate for more.

Sucking deeper and faster, her tongue laps around my shaft, my body fills with an insatiable need. The sweet smell of her juices dripping into my palm floods my senses and it’s an aphrodisiac that sends me soaring. “Baby, I’m gonna come.”

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