Page 37 of Dilectio


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Martin nods, taking note of my instructions. "Right away, sir. I'll arrange the meeting for tomorrow morning."

As the board members file out of the room, I'm left alone with my thoughts. The stress of salvaging this deal has consumed me, leaving little time for Paige and Quinn.

When the meeting finally concludes, I quickly dial her number, hoping to catch her. Her voice comes through the line, sounding distant and guarded, a far cry from the warm, loving tone I've grown accustomed to.

"Quinn," I say hesitantly, "I wanted to ask you something. Dane's wedding is coming up, and I was wondering if you'd like to come with me."

There's a pause on the other end of the line before she replies, her words laced with a hint of defiance. "Ezra, am I attending as your nanny or as your date?"

Taken aback by her question, I fumble for an answer. "Well, Cassidy, Katrina, and Paige all want you there, so... as the nanny, I suppose."

Silence follows, the weight of our strained relationship pressing down on both of us. When she finally speaks, her voice is firm, yet tinged with sadness. "Fine, Ezra. I'll be there for them, but not for you."

My heart sinks as I realize the extent of the damage our relationship has suffered. Determined to salvage what's left, I try to reassure her. "Quinn, I know things have been tough lately, but I promise we'll find a way to make this work."

“If you say so.” Her response is curt, and the call ends abruptly, leaving me with a heavy heart and a growing sense of urgency to mend our crumbling bond.

As I return to my office, I can't help but feel torn between my duty to my company and my feelings for Quinn.

The rest of the day passes in a blur, and like too many nights I’m working late. I stand from my desk and stretch. The city lights flicker in the distance as I stand by the floor-to-ceiling windows of my office, my reflection staring back at me like a ghostly apparition. The weight of the world seems to rest on my shoulders, and I can feel the chasm between Quinn and me widening with each passing day.

As I grapple with the balance between work and romance, memories of my first marriage resurface, casting a shadow of doubt over my heart. My ex-wife, Joanne, tried to endure my relentless work ethic, but ultimately, my career took precedence over our relationship. The bitter taste of that failure lingers in my mind, a stark reminder of the price I paid for my success.

My mind races with thoughts of the project that has consumed my life for so long — the millions of dollars, the sleepless nights, the sacrifices I've made to bring my vision to fruition. But now, more than ever, I find myself questioning if it's all worth it. Can I keep this relationship going without sacrificing years’ worth of work on the project? Can I truly have it all?

A gust of wind whistles through the streets below, mirroring the turmoil within me. My heart aches for Quinn's warmth and affection, but my relentless drive pushes me to prioritize my company. The delicate balance between my personal and professional lives teeters on the edge of collapse, and I'm struggling to maintain it.

As I sink into the plush leather chair behind my desk, my thoughts drift to memories of Quinn — her laughter like a symphony, her touch like fire on my skin.

My resolve falters as I consider the potential consequences of my actions. If I continue down this path, I risk losing the woman who has become my anchor in the chaos of life. But if I abandon my work, I betray the dreams and ambitions that have driven me for so long. Nor can I forge the problems I will face with my parents’ unrealistic expectations of me.

As the night wears on, the battle within me rages. I find myself trapped in a web of indecision, caught between the relentless pursuit of success and the tender embrace of love.

The doorbell echoes through the sprawling suburban estate, pulling me from my thoughts. Within moments, my butler, James, knocks on the door of my home office and announces that Marianne has arrived unexpectedly.

"Please show her in, James," I reply, my heart racing at the prospect of seeing her again.

As Marianne enters the room, she is the picture of sophistication and grace. Her chestnut brown hair cascades in loose waves past her shoulders, her deep hazel eyes meeting mine with a mixture of curiosity and concern. She's dressed impeccably, her designer clothing and accessories accentuating her refined features.

"Ezra," she says softly, her voice smooth and controlled. "I hope you don't mind my dropping by unannounced."

I stand, offering her a warm smile. "Not at all, Marianne. It's always a pleasure to see you."

Her eyes search mine, and I can tell there's something weighing on her mind. She hesitates for a moment before speaking. "Ezra, you haven't asked me out. I thought we had a connection. Is there someone else?"

I feel a pang of guilt as my thoughts drift to Quinn, but I quickly dismiss it. "No, there's no one else. I've just been incredibly busy with work lately."

Marianne nods, but the curiosity in her eyes doesn't wane. "At Dane's engagement party, I noticed you dancing with Quinn—the nanny. It seemed... intimate. Is there something going on between you two?"

My chest tightens as I struggle to maintain my composure. "Quinn is an amazing nanny to Paige, and we've become good friends. That's all there is to it."

She studies me for a moment before reaching into her purse and retrieving her phone. She shows me a picture of Quinn and a young man I recognize from the business world as Liam Dawson, sitting in an upscale restaurant, their hands intertwined. A surge of jealousy and anger courses through me.

“You say there’s nothing between you and the nanny, but your face says otherwise.” Her tone is laced with bitterness.

"I recognize the man," I reply tersely. "I've done business with his father."

Marianne forwards me the image. "It’s all over the social blogs because there is a rumor that you are dating your nanny. You’ve been seen out with her.” Marianne sighs. “It’s none of my business whom you date, but I just thought you should know, Ezra." She gives me a sultry look. “If you and I were together, you would be the only man inmylife.”

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