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I reach down tilting his chin up and softly kissing him. The taste of pain and fear on his lips is so fierce I almost pull back. But this is what he needs, this is what I need. We need a distraction. We need to remember the good in this world so that we can cope with the bad.
To Lev and Evie, I want to be the good. I want them to know they have someone who will hold their hand and walk through fires with them, someone who won’t shy away when emotions overwhelm us.
I deepen the kiss, pushing Lev under me as my tongue dances with his. He grinds up into me, his erection painfully obvious through his thin board shorts. Feeling him get hard for me makes me growl into his mouth with possessiveness. I grind down, pressing my length into him, but it’s not enough.
Lifting myself up I rip his shorts off him, needing to feel every inch of his skin. He removes his shirt as I toss mine across the room. I take a moment to admire him. His perfectly trimmed body, his reddened hard cock, that piercing looping through the head, glistening with precum. I slide my hands up his body tracing the art that covers him. I trail kisses in the wake of each touch before taking his hands in mine and forcing them above his head. I pin him down with a punishing kiss, claiming him. Making it clear I have no intention of ever holding back again.
I push my length into him, my shorts may still be on, but they are thin enough to show him just what he does to me too. I reach down between us, gripping him tightly before jerking his cock in my hand, making sure to rub my thumb over his piercing. He’s as smooth as velvet and my mouth waters with the thought of sliding him between my lips and the cool ball of his piercing sliding down my tongue and into my throat as he moans for me.
I bite down on his lip as I pick up my pace, dancing the fine line between pain and pleasure as I claim control over the man I never thought I’d be able to have.
His pants only spurs me on. I suck his bottom lip into my mouth, lightly running my teeth over it as it slides back out.
“Please, D” he begs, arching his back. I sit up, smiling down at him.
“Do you need a distraction?” I ask, slowing my hand movements. He tries to push into me, wanting to rush it so he can get to that moment where his mind is silenced by pleasure. But that’s not how I work; I’m in control here. “If you keep rushing it, I’ll tie you to this couch so you can’t move, and I’ll edge you until Evie wakes up.”
Lev lets his head fall back and glances through the fireplace at the monitors as they keep beeping to a steady rhythm. I see the concern set in on his face again, but there’s nothing more we can do, and there’s no point in dwelling on something we can’t change.
“Eyes on me,” I tell him, leaving no room for argument. His bright green stare meets mine and part of the beast in me calms as he submits with a nod. Right now, he needs to give up control and forget, and I need to take control so I don’t feel so damn helpless.
I start up a slow rhythm with my hand, not letting him get too close but keeping him from focusing on anything but this moment, helping him fall into the bliss of subspace.
Once he’s relaxed I lower my head, finally taking him in my mouth. The feel of him sliding between my lips is even better than I ever imagined, the metal sliding across my tongue is like pure ecstasy. The sound that escapes him causes my spine to tingle as my erection twitches in my shorts. I’m so painfully hard I have to reach down and untie them to give me some room.
I take him to the back of my throat, letting him feel the muscles clench as I attempt to swallow. He shudders at the sensation. Lev may know how to eat a girl out like a pro, but this is where I shine. My tongue slides around him as I bob my head up and down, using my hand to massage his balls. His hands flex at his sides before he clenches them. His breathing gets deeper and when he’s right on the edge, I pull back, my lips popping as I release him.
“D,” he says, letting out a frustrated breath.
“Do you want to come?” I ask, wrapping my hand back around him, sliding up and down more smoothly with my saliva coating him. I put my free thumb in my mouth, getting it wet before I work the muscles around his tight hole. I haven’t fucked him yet, but I’m thinking now would be the perfect time.
He whimpers when I press in, going slowly as I stretch him. He’s so tight I can feel myself leaking with just the thought of taking him here. “Please,” he urges, pushing into me in desperation.
“Did you get the kit I sent you?” I ask, making him squirm under me.
“Yes,” he pants.
“Did you use it?” His eyes connect with mine and he smiles.
“Yes,” he says, nodding his head.
I smile in appreciation, loving his honesty. I reward him by pushing my thumb in deeper. “Did you expect me to fuck you? Do you want me right here?” I ask as I pull back and push in again. “Filling you up?” I make sure to hit his prostate just right, making him gasp for air. But I expect an answer. “Use your words, baby. Tell me what you want.” And because I’m a sadist I keep the pressure on that sensitive spot inside him, hooking my thumb so he struggles even more.
“Ye.. yes, oh god, don’t fucking stop,” he says, half caught between a plea and a sob.
I remove my thumb, spitting on his hole and working in my two fingers.
“Shit, you’re so tight,” I say as I add a third finger. He almost falls off the couch as he arches his back. “You’re doing so good,” I praise. He clenches his eyes shut, tears falling from them.
Mixing pain and pleasure is a delicate balance. It’s important to know what your partner can take and what pushes them too far. Knowing Lev as well as I do, I can see his tears are a release. He was upset and needed a safe way to work through that and let it go. The pain of edging can be enough to make someone crazy, but it can also be healing.
I know he’s ready for me now as he begins to push into my fingers. I release his cock so I can remove my shorts, but keep my fingers pumping into his ass, not wanting to give him a moment to let the bad thoughts creep back in. I spit on my hand, mixing it with the precum leaking from me at the sight of this man falling apart under my touch.
Removing my fingers slowly, I line myself up with him. I watch his face carefully as I push inside him. He tenses with the first stretch. “Relax,” I tell him softly as I slide my hand down his cock, only to come back up and toy with his piercing again. He relaxes for me as I move it around, and I find myself wondering if I could make him come from this movement alone.
I pocket that idea for later.Maybe I should get one of these too.
“Let me in, baby,” I tell him. “Let me make you feel good.”
