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Her eyes glisten with tears as she relaxes her throat, taking me so deep.
My balls start to—knock, knock!
Fuck!
My hand stills, wrapped around the head of my cock, as I'm pulled out of my fantasy, seconds from coming.
"Matthias?" Clarissa calls through the door. The sound of her voice makes my cock jerk in my hand.
Another knock.
"Matthias? Are you there?" she calls through the door.
"You've got to be fucking kidding me," I groan. I don't know what's worse, having my orgasm interrupted after working on it for almost an hour, or being caught jacking off by the person the fantasy is about.
Grumbling, I throw on a robe, and crack the door.
"What?" I snap. An unsatisfying jack off session will make anyone grumpy.
She takes a step back, a little surprised. "Um, I watched the video of your friend and I'm going to try to see him some time in the next few days."
"Great. Anything else?"
I don't even really give her a chance to reply. As soon as she starts to shake her head, I say, "Okay, fine. Good night."
I close the door just as her face falls.
Matthias.
Stop it.
Stop thinking about throwing the door open and fucking her right now against the wall.
Just stop.
My cock refuses to behave, though, still achingly hard, precum dripping from the tip. But when I return to the shower, the water is cold, and touching my own cock pales in comparison to what I actually want to do.
***
I'm a coward.
Like actually a spineless coward.
After a few hours of restlessness, I leave the apartment at five-thirty a.m. and make my way to Teterboro, where the company jet is waiting.
I send her a coward's text.I'll be gone until Wednesday. The car is all yours. Kevin will pick you up every night.
And then mute her so I don't have to see what she replies.
I need some space.
I need to be in a place where she's not just in the next bedroom, where I can actually smell her and feel her moving.
Because if this continues, the next step I'll take is one that can never be undone.
My cock twitches with need at the memory of how close I'd come to coming with her name on my lips last night. All night I hadn't been able to stop visualizing what might've happened if she'd just come in without knocking and seen me there, leaning back on the shower bench, fisting my cock as I called out her name.
Either way, the consequences would've been earth shattering.
