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“I don’t know what you mean,” Kai says easily, almost too easy.

I manage to move my hands so I can cup his face, and it almost makes me grin when he looks warily at me, as though he’s afraid I’m going to strike. I mean, I totally am, but probably not in the way he thinks. Using my hold on his cheeks, I pull my face as close as I possibly can without losing either of Gus’ or Liam’s hands on my body.

“What do you fantasize about deep down, husband?” I ask around a moan.

When Kai doesn’t answer immediately, I begin kissing my way across his cheek, continuing down his neck.

“Tell me,” I urge as I reach his collarbone. “I want to know.”

He swallows so harshly his Adam’s apple bobs up and down ever so slowly.

“The auction,” he rasps.

I nod, silently asking him to keep talking.

“That night was…”

Kai shoots me a look that I’m not sure I understand. It looks like a mix of shame and… honestly, I have no clue. All I know is that I don’t want him feeling ashamed for his needs, no matter how dark and twisted some of them might be.

“I fantasize about that night too,” I admit. I grind myself harder against Liam’s hand. “It makes me so wet to think about the way you dominated me, toyed with me. And having you cut me with my own knife was… perfect.”

“She’s speaking the truth,” Liam groans. “Her cunt is squeezing me so tight I might lose circulation here.”

Gus clears his throat, and regrettably he lets go of my taut nipples. “Look at this,” he says while pointing at the many scars on my skin. “Most of these are from sex play. And guess who initiated using blood as lubrication. Spoiler, it wasn’t me or Liam.”

I can’t help laughing as I remember the looks on their faces the first time I wanted to try blood-play. Back then I was scared they’d judge me, but I should have known better. Though both Gus and Liam were on board straight away, I never got the impression Liam shared this particular kink of mine.

Sure, he never turns it down, but he also never initiates it like Gus does, and that’s fine. But now that I think about it, the times I’ve seen Liam lose it the most is when I’ve semi-dominated him, which is also not something he’s ever asked for. Seriously, what is it with my consort and husband, not asking for what they really want?

“You want to cut me, Kai?” I ask sweetly.

It’s becoming increasingly harder to focus on words as Liam curls his fingers inside me while Gus pinches my nipples harder.

“Yes,” my husband groans immediately. “Fuck, yes, Nereid.” My breath hitches as I look into his eyes. They’re like twin flames burning brighter and brighter.

Kai wants to dominate and cut me.

Gus wants me to bleed.

Liam wants me to dominate him… I can find a way to make this all happen. Because me, I want their raw pleasure, nothing less will do. If it isn’t thickening the surrounding air so much that breathing becomes a chore, it’s not enough. That’s what I want, and these three men are going to give it to me.

It’s as though I’ve awoken from a deep slumber, and now I’m longing for them like the Olympians longed for ambrosia and nectar. My men’s need for me is evident in their touches and heated gazes, and everything comes second to that.

“Not in here,” Gus rasps. “If Kai is finally going to give into his piquerism, it should be on our bed.”

I instinctively know that won’t be enough, so I shake my head. “No,” I say, licking my lips. “In his office.”

Kai’s lips twist into a half-smile. “You know me so well already,” he murmurs as he bends down and kisses the tip of my nose. Such a sweet gesture, a complete contrast to what I know he’s going to do to me. “But I have another room in mind.”

“Oh?” I ask, and when he doesn’t answer my question, I feel delicious tingles of anticipation course through me.

As he moves his hands to my hips, I shake my head again. “Liam will carry me,” I say, trying to infuse power into my voice.

It’s hard not to laugh as Liam struggles to spin me around without dropping me or bumping my stomach, but he manages perfectly. He carries me all the way to the back of our new house. My breath hitches as I realize I’m finally going to see what’s behind the black door.

When we bought the house half a year ago, they immediately claimed this room as theirs, and no amount of pleading and begging persuaded them to unlock the door for me. I guess I’ve finally earned the privilege.

As soon as Kai opens the door, I gasp. This looks like the room in the old house where they tortured me with orgasms. I can’t deny I’ve thought a lot about having a room like this, but I figured we could make that after I give birth.

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