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“Are you sure you’re up for this?” Kai asks, pointedly looking at the knife.

The way he moves the edge of the blade slowly from my neck to my left tit causes me to shiver with delicious anticipation.

“Yes,” I moan. “I can take whatever you need.”

“Told you,” Gus smirks. “She thinks she’s doing this for us.”

I’m confused.

“Nereid,” Kai says, kneeling next to me. “Why are we in here?”

My brows furrow in confusion at the unexpected question. “Because of your kink,” I answer lamely. “You said you want to cut me. I want that too.”

My husband’s expression softens. “You still don’t get it, do you, Nereid?”

I whimper mournfully as Liam stops touching me completely. I don’t get a chance to complain before he’s out from under the table, kneeling like Kai.

“What’s going on?” I ask, looking between them.

Gus walks slowly over to us. He sits down on the table, straddling it in front of me. Cupping my face between his hands, he tilts my head upwards so I look into his blue eyes. “You’re our kink, Cia. None of this,” he gestures behind him. “Matters without you. Do you honestly think it could ever be anyone else?”

This is one of those times where I feel like I might understand the words, but not the meaning.

“I’m not a submissive,” Liam chuckles. “But with you, I’m whatever you want me to be. How can I not be when it turns you on so much?”

“So you only do it for me?” I whisper, too horrified to look at him.

“I do it because it turns me on how much it turns you on,” he clarifies. “As Gus said, you’re our kink. It’s that simple.”

The words burrow under my skin, settling in my heart. Heat erupts in my stomach, making me gasp as I finally feel I’m able to fully understand the enormity of their love. Like mine for them, it’s all-consuming and single-minded. Nothing else matters, and nothing else ever could. Cities can burn, people can die, but we won’t ever let anything come between us.

Since I went to see Kai instead of my dad, I’ve felt guilty, felt like I should regret the path I took. Now, I know without a shadow of a doubt that I picked correctly because I chose my future rather than my past.

“You’re my kink as well,” I say with a smile. “I don’t need anything else but the three of you. If you want to play rough, I’m game. But I don’t need any of that as long as I have you.” As one, the three of them laugh in a way that makes it clear they don’t believe me.

“Really?” Liam asks cockily. “You don’t need to be dominated and controlled?”

“You want us to believe you’d be fine with vanilla sex?” Kai challenges. “What if we decided to only take you one at a time, and only under the sheets with the lights off?”

I try to move my head so I can look at one of them, but Gus isn’t letting go of my face.

“Answer them, Cia.”

His low growl sends more wetness to my core, and it makes me laugh because that’s only half of my answer.

“No,” I say vehemently, trying to shake my head. “I don’t need it. Even though I love when you manhandle me, it’s the cherry on top, I don’t need it to be happy. For that, I only need you.”

Gus lets go of my face, and I can finally look between them. My three magnificent men.

Kai stretches and rubs his nose against my left tit. “Good girl,” he croons approvingly. “Now stand up.”

I swing my legs over the side of the table Liam is kneeling on, and as soon as I’m steady on my feet, I gently stroke his stubbled chin. “I can’t believe I thought I was doing it for you,” I murmur.

Liam immediately knows what I’m talking about. He clasps my hand in his while slowly standing up. “It was for me, agápi. Don’t go getting any weird ideas in that pretty head of yours.” I laugh self-consciously.

“Trust me,” he rasps. “There’s not a single moment we’ve shared that I haven’t loved. From the first time you allowed me to touch you, to the first time you stuck your finger in my ass.” His crude words cause me to laugh.

“Okay, okay,” I grin. “I get it. And just for the record, I always treasure and love what we do.”

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