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Maybe, just while we’re at the beach house, I allow myself to have some fun. I allow myself to get lost in her and then, when we return home, I cut her off. Cold turkey. I quit her like a drug and I move on with my life.
Brennan won’t be gone for too much longer at that point. He’ll come back and I’ll be able to distance myself even further from temptation.
I lounge in the waves, letting them rock against me before swimming to the shore, my mind made up about what I’m going to do.
There’s no point in fighting what’s happening with Brielle. The best way to end it is to have some fun while we can before moving on with our lives.
That’s what keeps running through my mind as I make my way over to her.
“Have a good swim?” she asks as her gaze drifts down my body before returning to my face.
“A pretty good one. I was thinking that we should go out tonight, though. Have some fun.”
The words sound foreign even to me. I can’t imagine what they sound like to Brielle.
A slow smile works across her face as she tilts her head to get a better look at me. Her eyes flit over my face like she’s waiting for the punchline to the joke. I cross my arms and stare at her, waiting for her to say something.
“What kind of fun?”
I shrug and move her legs out of the way, sitting down on her chair. “I don’t know. What do you want to do?”
“Is this one of those things where you ask me what I want to do and then you fight me on it?”
I shake my head. “Whatever you want to do. This is the only time you’re getting this option, though, so pick what you want to do wisely.”
Her entire face lights up. “There’s a club not far from here. It’s not very big but I’ve gone a couple times and they have great music. Let’s go out dancing together.”
“Dancing it is,” I say, though I don’t know how I’m going to spend an entire night with her body pressed against mine. “But you’re going to leave that damn phone at home. No pictures of the night out. Nothing that can tie us together. And nothing that Brennan can track. If we’re going to go out and have fun, then he doesn’t get to know our business.”
She studies me for a moment before nodding. “I thought you were going to ask for my first born or something.”
I laugh and shake my head. “Get out of here and go get ready. I’m going to have a shower before we go.”
The way she looks at me sends all the blood in my body rushing south.
As she gets up and heads inside to get changed, I still don’t know why I’ve done this to myself.
Except I know exactly why.
There is a part of me that feels horrible for the girl who has to spend her life wondering when she will finally be free. She doesn’t get to live life like a normal person often.
If I can give her one night, it might make me feel like I’ve done something worthwhile for once.
* * *
Brielle’stiny black dress climbs higher up her thighs as she presses her back against my torso. I grab her hips, my cock straining against my jeans as she moves her body against mine. Her head tilts back onto my shoulder as she looks up at me.
The music is pounding and strobe lights flash across the room. People are dancing all around us, couples lost in the hot night and the loud music. Brielle takes a sip from her bottle of water before passing it to me.
I take a long drink, still moving in time with her.
Brielle spins around, her hands sliding beneath my shirt and moving up my body. She gives me a small smile as she runs her hands over the bulge in my jeans before sliding back up my torso.
“You are going to be the death of me,” I say, grazing her earlobe with my teeth.
She laughs and leans forward, nipping at the sensitive flesh at the base of my neck. I don’t know what’s gotten into her tonight and the selfish part of me doesn’t ever want it to stop.
Tonight, Brielle is carefree and wild. Every single reason I have for staying away from her is long gone.
