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“Does that mean we’re together?” she clarifies.
I laugh. “Yes, Red.” I lean forward, kissing her on the lips. “We are together.”
“Does that mean you’ll start staying here?”
“If you want me too.”
“I don’t want you to leave,” she whispers.
“Ever?” My brow furrows. “As in, you want me to live here with you?”
She bites her lip again, nodding. Without saying a word, she takes our clasped hands and pulls me up to follow her. She leads me up the stairs and into the room that will soon transform into the boys’ room. She pulls me to stand behind her at the window. When I gaze down to the backyard, I frown in confusion.
“When did you do that?” I ask, referring to the large swingset that now sits in the corner. A brand new fire pit surrounded by chairs sits to one side of the pool with a grill and patio on the other. If I find out she even attempted to help with any of that shit, I’m spanking her ass.
“I want birthday parties and family barbecues,” she whispers, turning in my arms to face me. “I want to teach the boys how to swim from me to you. I want to sit in that chair and worry over you teaching them how to roast marshmallows. I don’t want that with anybody else.”
I use my thumb to wipe the tears from her cheeks and lean down to press my lips to hers.
“I love you, Jamie.”
“I love you too, Red.”
We stay in the same spot for some time, holding each other in our boys room. It’s like I can finally breathe easy, knowing that she is truly mine.
Not that I made any apologies for it before, but now that she’s mine, I will make absolutely no apologies for how I act when it comes to her. She is my obsession. My addiction. My life. Soon the lengths I would go to ensure her safety and happiness will be proven. Until that day, I will do my best to prove to her that she isn’t making a mistake with me.
When we settle in bed for the night, Pebbles cuddles into me and places soft kisses against my neck. She’s making it damn hard to be a gentleman. I’m already struggling having her body pressed against mine. I roll onto my side, successfully rolling her with me so her back is pressed to my front. I make sure not to press my erection into her ass as I lean forward, kissing the back of her head. “Goodnight, babe.”
I can more feel her sigh than hear it as she settles further into the bed. I’m afraid of rushing her, pushing her too far too soon. It’s safe to say I’m out of my comfort zone here when it comes to the appropriate time to engage physically with a woman after she’s been abused?
I need some fucking help.
21
PEBBLES
Henry
The weeks are flying by, and I just keep getting bigger and bigger. My stomach never stops growing and I’m afraid I’m truly going to explode one day.
My hormones are raging. At least once a day I’m crying over something stupid, and then I’m so angry at myself for crying. At night I want to cry due to the simple fact that Trigger won't touch me. Yeah he cuddles me and kisses me, but what will it take for him to actually touch me where I need it?
The other day when I asked him, he said that I wasn’t ready. What! How can he tell me that I am not ready? How is he supposed to know that?
That led me to crying the next morning as I looked in the mirror and worried that he wasn’t attracted to me because I am so huge. When he walked in and figured out that was why I was crying, I thought for sure he would give in, but he still hasn’t.
I’m at the fabric store with the girls, and we’re all trying to figure out what we want to be for the club’s annual halloween party. Since Lilah’s bakery still isn’t done and no one knows when it will be, she has taken it upon herself to make our costumes.
Trigger doesn’t know it yet, but we’re going to be Daenerys and Khal from Game of Thrones. I’m going to be the mother of dragons herself, due to the fact that these boys give me heartburn so bad that I feel like I’m breathing fire. He gave me free reign and told me he would be happy with whatever I put him in.
“Oh my gosh! How cute would it be if you went as a playboy bunny and Flame was Hugh Hefner!” Winnie says to Brenna as she fingers a satin babydoll pink fabric.
“You know, I’m really going to have to look up this Playboy Bunny. When I first got here, Ryan and Ghost made the same comment about my name.”
Lilah cackles at Brenna’s confusion and Lyric rolls her eyes. “Girl! You still haven’t figured it out. How did you work in a strip club with us for that long and not figure it out. Playboy Bunny is the most iconic porn magazine in the world. Hugh Hefner was the ringleader.”
“What did they wear? How would we dress up as them?”
