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“Me neither,” he replies. “But…I’m glad we waited and it turned out this way. It means we have Ethan and Emma.”
He’s right. Fate really does have a plan.
Without a word, I lean in and press my lips against his, indulging in the intoxicating taste of passion and desire. The kiss is fiery, filled with a potent blend of longing and pent-up yearning. Our bodies melt into each other, the warmth of his embrace cocooning me in a world of undeniable connection. We move to his bedroom and start kissing again. At this moment, as our lips lock and our bodies intertwine, the boundaries between us dissolve, and our clothes seem to fall away. I hardly even notice who’s undressing whom. We’re lost in the moment. The way he touches me and clings to me makes me feel desired for the first time in my life. I’ve been used to hiding my body, being ashamed of my stretch marks and all the imperfections. Blake seems to love everything about me, and it leaves me wet and wanting.
“Are you sure?” I ask him.
I think about all those women who betrayed him. Who sold their stories, eager for their five minutes of fame. I don’t want him to think that I’m like that.
Blake nods at me. “But I want more than one night with you,” he assures me. “This isn’t just sex for me.”
I nod, believing his words. I have no reason not to. He’s been nothing but honest with me. He makes me feel special.
“Me too,” I agree, echoing the sentiment.
Before we know it, we’re both naked, the last of our clothes falling away. Blake pulls me into his lap. We kiss furiously. It’s been years since I’ve had sex, but it’s never been this passionate and desperate. I feel like I’m trembling with desire.
“My wallet,” he pants against my lips.
I nod, struggling to catch my breath as I bend down and grab it for him. He flips it open and pulls a condom out. He rips it open with his teeth and then quickly applies it.
Blake is hard all over, but nothing can match the part of him that I take in my hand—the part that’s throbbing with desire.
And now I’m no longer in control. Straddling Blake, already wet, I press him inside and let out a moan. There’s nothing more I need in this life. There’s nothing more I could want more than this.
Blake guides my hips, helping me find a rhythm as we rock together, kissing the entire time. It’s perfect. Every kiss. Every moan. The slide of our bodies moving together in sync.
We finish together, each other’s names on our lips and everything feels perfect.
Chapter 12
Blake
Thingsonlygoupfrom there and we start to spend the evening together too. The soft golden glow of the setting sun casts a warm, luminous hue across Olivia’s garden, creating an enchanting atmosphere as the summer holiday stretches lazily into the evening. The lingering daylight grants us the precious gift of time, and we seize the opportunity to bask in its embrace. We let the children stay up past their bedtimes and they think it’s the best summer ever. The sound of their laughter fills the air, their joyful giggles echoing through the open space. Ethan and Emma, their spirits unburdened by worries or obligations, immerse themselves in the sheer delight of play. Their innocent laughter becomes the soundtrack of the evening, a symphony of pure happiness that envelops us all.
Perched together on the garden swing seat, Lily and I find solace in each other’s company. With a glass of wine in hand, the coolness of the drink provides a refreshing respite from the warm summer air, we become spectators of this beautiful scene unfolding before us. Our eyes meet, sharing an unspoken appreciation for the simple pleasure of being here together. This is what it’s about. Not money or wealth. Not my businesses. Just being able to watch Ethan as he plays, happy with Emma. Enjoying spending time with Lily.
“What was she like?” Lily asks from the side of me.
I turn and look at her curiously. For a minute I wonder what she’s talking about, but I follow her gaze and it’s focused on Ethan. It clicks. She wants to know about Sarah.
“I mean, you don’t have to tell me,” she says. “But if you ever feel like you need to talk about it then I want you to know that I will listen. I’m not going to pretend she doesn’t exist or that she wasn’t important to you. I don’t ever want you to feel like I’m trying to replace her or that I’m disrespecting her.”
The words make my heart warm. Lily is an exquisite person. She has such a bright soul. She’s beautiful inside and out and I appreciate her efforts. I hadn’t wanted to date again because I was worried about women tarnishing Sarah’s name, but Lily is so understanding. Her words hit something deep inside of me.
“Okay,” I reply.
I take a deep breath, mustering the courage. I can sense her genuine support and understanding. It’s time to share a part of my life that I’ve kept hidden from everyone around me.
“She was amazing,” I begin, my voice steady but tinged with vulnerability. “We met in college, during our freshman year. It was like something out of a clichéd romance novel, like love at first sight.”
Lily listens attentively, nodding as she turns on the seat so she can look at me properly as she listens. She leans softly against the back of the seat, making it swing slightly.
“She was in a few of my classes—marketing, management, and organizational behavior. I remember seeing her for the first time and I thought to myself: wow, she’s the prettiest girl I’ve ever seen. I just knew.”
Lily’s eyes soften, encouraging me to continue. She reaches out, gently placing her hand on mine, a gesture of comfort that strengthens my resolve.
“We had this instant connection,” I say, a wistful smile tugging at the corners of my lips. “Sarah had this incredible energy, this zest for life that was contagious. She was adventurous, spontaneous, and passionate about everything she did. We got paired for this stupid project and had to make this presentation. It was terrible and we completely misunderstood the assignment. I was so annoyed and embarrassed, but she just laughed and laughed and before I knew it, I was laughing too.”
