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“And for yourself.”

Right now, she was terrified. Terrified that in breaking her own rules, in scening with him, she would not just reopen old scars, but deepen the wounds.

She could have said that, but she didn’t want to talk about her feelings anymore. She needed time to process on her own.

The devil on her shoulder took control. She raised her chin, looking down her nose at him and smirked. “I’ve played with far more dangerous tops than you.”

The smile faded but his brows stayed up. “And how do you know I’m not dangerous?”

She wiggled on his lap. “Hopefully you’re the right amount of dangerous.”

“Hopefully I’m dangerous enough that, by the time our weekend is over you will feel well-used and at peace with your submission.”

She dropped her gaze to his chest, swallowing hard.

He ducked his head a little to catch her gaze. “And then you’ll also see that I still respect you.”

Not wanting to meet his eyes, she turned her head.

“You’re going to give me everything you have. Submit every part of your body and soul to me.”

Autumn’s breath hitched, and she was hyper aware of her breasts bobbing in time with her rapid breaths.

“And when it’s over, you’ll see that I still think you’re brilliant and capable. I won’t think any less of you, Autumn. Being sexually submissive is courageous. The fact that someone made you think otherwise is a travesty.”

“It’s not your job to fix my fucked up headspace,” Autumn said softly.

“I’m not going to fix you, because you’re not broken.”

“I am, a little.” She smiled wryly.

“No,” he snapped in reprimand. “You’re wounded. Wounds heal, and there are ways to make them heal faster.”

Damn it, he was going to make her cry. And maybe…maybe he was right. If she really submitted to him, and he still respected her, then maybe…maybe it would mean she was okay.

“Any top worthy of the title would do what I’m about to.”

A spike of arousal burned through the feelings she was having “And what are you about to do?”

“I’m going to use you.” Daniel wrapped his arms around her, jerking her forward so she fell against his chest, her palms on his shoulders, her breasts a hair’s distance from his face.

“I’m going to make you submit to me every way I can think of.” He turned his head, lips brushing the inner curve of her right breast.

She swayed, trying to angle her nipple across his lips. She was desperate for sensation.

Daniel’s hands gripped her waist and he forced her back a few inches. “No.”

The reprimand hit her like the lash of a whip and her insides went soft and compliant.

“Your nipples will be played with…sometimes pleasurably, sometimes painfully…when I choose.”

“Yes, Sir,” she whispered.

“I’m going to use you hard. Because if I don’t, if I go easy on you, it won’t have as much of an impact.”

“Ha.”

“Pun intended,” he finished.

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