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“Probably just an hour. Why?”
“Because in less than two hours we’ve gone from ‘hi, nice to meet you’ to ‘let me tell you about my residual trauma from trying to submit to my dead husband’ to deep philosophical conversations about kink and safewords, to a pretty serious revelation about my submission and trust issues, to you casually touching my pussy.”
“And we haven’t even started yet.”
Josslyn let out a giggle, which she swallowed down, trying to turn it into a sexy laugh.
Master Ben ran his middle finger up the center of her pussy and she arched into his touch. The laughter turned into a desperate moan, plus a hint of embarrassment, because she knew that the fabric of her panties was damp.
“No, keep your hips down.”
“I thought we didn’t start yet, Sir.”
“We haven’t, so no punishment or correction if you disobey, but I’m still going to give the order.”
Josslyn held still.
Master Ben casually traced the tip of his finger up and down. With her legs spread, her pussy lips had parted, and with just a little more pressure he’d be caressing her clit through the fabric.
“Before we begin, there’s something I’d like to clarify.” He paused, both his words and his hand movement. “In fact, I won’t continue with the scene until we’ve reached an understanding.”
Josslyn’s stomach clenched with anxiety. She kept her head down, almost tucked in against his neck.
“We talked about safewords at the beginning.”
“Yes, Sir.”
“You stated that you wouldn’t use your safeword, now that you know how I feel about it.”
“I don’t want you to feel like a failure.”
His other hand smoothed up and down her back, while the hand between her legs kept idly roaming over her pussy, touching her through the barrier of her panties.
“And now I know that you have, in the past, had to not only manage the content of your scenes, but manage your partners emotions, potentially at the expense of your own.”
He made it sound clear and precise, a straightforward summary of a situation that had been a tangled mess of needs and emotions.
“This leaves us with a very serious issue. It’s irresponsible of me to scene with you if I know, or even suspect, that you won’t use your safeword when you need to.”
“I—”
“Don’t interrupt.”
Josslyn closed her mouth.
“But I think I see a solution.”
Josslyn swallowed hard against the disappointment that was choking her. He’d have to switch with another Dom, meaning she’d have someone else as her partner for the game.
She didn’t want someone else. She wanted to submit to him because Master Ben fascinated her. He was at once caring and strict, harsh and tender. Their conversation had gotten intimate incredibly quickly, but that didn’t feel like a bad thing.
When she heard people talk about instant connections, or instant chemistry, she pictured people who were immediately laughing with one another, or engaging in witty, sexy banter. But this was an instant connection, the kind of connection that led her to bare her soul to a man who was still, in almost every measurable way, a stranger.
Now he was going to pass her off to some other Dom. She’d go. And she’d submit to them, whoever they may be, but she’d always wonder about what could have been, if she’d kept her mouth shut.
“I’d like to offer an analogy,” he said.
“An analogy, Sir?”
