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“Yes.”

“If you don’t want to—”

“Let’s not retread that conversation.”

“Okay.”

Another silence, tense for a different reason, before she said, “I’m glad.”

“Why?”

“I’m glad that the first time you fucked me wasn’t during the rape fantasy scene.” She laughed, but it sounded forced. “That would have been hard to deal with.”

Ilias slid his hand into her hair, massaging her scalp. “Baby, I’m so sorry you thought I wasn’t interested in fucking you…but I’d also like to point out that we’ve been really damned busy.”

She let out a startled laugh.

“I managed to plan scenes, purchase specialty items like the catsuit, coordinate with Tareq and Julen, which was like herding cats, and keep you in line.”

“Keep me in line.” She sat up arching a brow.

He arched his own brow. “Yes.”

Her lips twitched. “Fair enough. And we have been rather busy. All I’m saying is that you could have skipped random pussy spankings in favor of fucking me.”

“I could have, but you needed that pussy spanking, didn’t you?”

“Ilias, do not get me turned on again unless you’re going to do something about it.”

“Ilias is tired. Master Ben…Bennani…could keep going, get you good and riled up, then tie your hands to the headboard of your bunk so you can’t play with yourself.”

“Damn, that’s hot,” she breathed. “Do not do that. I’ll die of frustration.”

“Not a fan of edging.”

“I’m perfectly fine with it as long as I have line of sight to my source of orgasm. So, unless you’re sleeping in the bunk next to me…”

He laughed softly. “You know, I’ve never had conversations like this with a play partner.”

“Oh?” She sounded wary.

“I mean…jumbled.” He moved one hand through the air in a chaotic figure eight motion. “Because right now we’re not in a scene, and we’re not in aftercare. We’re…what are we?”

“We’re just us, I guess.”

“That goes with ‘just sex.’”

“Just sex seems like an understatement for what we did.”

“True. I mean ‘just sex’ as a way of saying there were no addendums or qualifiers. It wasn’t aftercare sex, or sex that was part of a scene. Just us, being ourselves.”

“Having ‘just sex,’” she murmured.

“Yes.”

“I’d like to propose something,” he said after a moment. “And this is related to our being BDSM partners, so maybe now isn’t the time.”

“Now that you said it, I’m dying of curiosity, so you have to say it.”

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