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“Yes, Daddy,” she cries out.
“That’s my girl,” I mumble against her ear.
She lets me rub and thrust and massage between her legs until her spine straightens and her legs tense. When she reaches her climax, going breathless for a moment, I soak up every second of it. I love the way she looks as she reaches her peak, the delicate features of her face tensing and creating a cute little wrinkle between her brows.
“You are so fucking perfect, Daisy. Tell me you’re all mine.”
“I’m all yours,” she says, after opening her eyes and gazing up at me with adoration.
“After your shift, I’m taking you to my room and then I want you to be truly mine. Understand, Daisy?”
She blinks. Then nods.
“You’ll submit to me. Let me do whatever I’d like to you?”
Another blink. Then another nod. “Yes, Daddy.”
I can’t hold back. I pull her mouth to mine, kissing her hard. If I had my way, I’d make her mine forever. I’d never let this one go.
But I feel her pulling away already. Maybe it’s the age thing that’s getting to her. Maybe seeing men like Clay makes her realize that she could have any man she wants, especially one her own age. There’s no reason for her to settle for a man thirty-five years older than her.
Or maybe there is something else that’s bothering her.
Whatever it is, I plan to make her forget all about it tonight.
RULE #31: EVEN PLEASURE CAN FEEL LIKE TORTURE
Daisy
The club is quiet when I creep down the hall. I’m upstairs where Ronan has his private room, right next to Eden’s, and he’s already in there…waiting for me.
I have no idea why I’m nervous, but tonight feels important. Tonight is the first night I’m going to truly…submit to him. So yes, I’m nervous. What if I don’t like it? What if I’m bad at it?
What if it’s perfect, and I fall even more in love with him?
Somehow that feels worse.
At some point, I have to come clean and sooner rather than later feels appropriate.
Tomorrow. I’ll be off work and it will just be us for the day. I’ll tell him everything and beg him not to hate me for keeping this secret. He’ll be a little upset, maybe even spank me for it. Then, we’ll talk it through and I’ll do whatever I have to, to make it up to him.
Then, the rest of our lives can start.
When I reach the door to his room, I pull the key card he gave me last night out of my back pocket. After swiping it, I open the door and notice the room is different from before.
The lights are dim, and there are black restraints attached to each post of the bed. Ronan is sitting in the chair across the room. I freeze under his potent gaze, unsure if I’m supposed to be submissive already or if he’s going to go over some rules or something first. He already made me talk about my limits and he explained the safe word system to me—red, yellow, green. Seems easy enough.
I’m just so afraid I’m going to mess this up somehow.
He crosses the room and pulls me in gently, kissing me as a greeting. The moment his lips are pressed softly to mine, my anxiety dissipates. Ronan has this ability to calm me with his presence.
And I realize that, even if I do somehow mess this up, he’ll be there to help me. He won’t hurt me, or humiliate me, or patronize me. He said he will always protect me, and I believe that.
I melt into his arms, suddenly feeling a little more excited than nervous.
“I bought you something,” he whispers against my lips.
My eyebrows perk up at that. “What is it?”
