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I couldn’t possibly understand what he meant by that. “Huh?”
Chapter Twenty-Two
“Youboughtalotof stuff,” I observed as I got out of the shower. After I recovered from the orgasms, ate some chicken and rice, Noah got me in the shower with him, and he held me through it, worried I’d fall.
“I did. I only let you pick out a few of the things. The rest are all surprises.”
“There’s more, huh?”
“There’s more,” he confirmed, with a twinkle in his icy eyes. “Now, get dry. We have some things to talk about.”
“Bad?”
“No, babe. Never bad.”
As soon as we were in the bedroom, Noah took something from his drawer and said, “Been waiting on this, but it’s time.”
He brought over the chastity belt and handed it to me. It was missing the plug for the back, but that wasn’t where I was looking. It was the cock cage. “Chastity,” I whispered, holding the intimidating thing.
Oh, it would look lovely on, I was sure, and that would please Noah. The little chains would hang across each cheek of my ass, the black pieces against my skin would look great, and I’d enjoy the leather next to me all the time. But there was that cock cage…
I was thick metal wire attached to a flat metal piece. It would loop around my balls and keep my dick from getting hard. Simple design, but hard to wear.
“We’re being tested here soon. I want to… I trust us.”
“I know, Noah. I want that too. I trust us.”
“Okay, good. That day, well, you won’t be wearing this, o’ course, but until and after, I want this on you. It’s not because I don’t trust you. I want to make that clear, right up front.”
I knew that, but I let him plead his case, as it seemed important to him.
“It’s just that… this control, you liking it, me liking it, it’s something I never thought I could do or even want. I want this more than I can say, and I’m gonna have it unless you tell me different.” He looked away, like searching for the explanation around the bedroom. It came to him, and it was beautiful. “All these years… no control.”
“Noah, you have control.”
“Not really, and I don’t mind it, really, day to day. Like we talked about with you, how you have to have control all the time, on yourself, on your thoughts, I’m settled here, sure, but the rest of my life…” He struggled, but I waited, because this was important to him. “The cattle, sure, I can control the herd somewhat, but someone steps on a little branch and it makes a crack loud enough that some nervous new mama hears it and bolts. That easy, it could start a stampede. The horses, sure, I train ‘em, but if they step in a gopher hole, then we’re both fallin’ or they sense a snake, they could bolt. On a ranch, you learn you don’t have a lot of control over things. Even the weather, you take it as it comes. My fucking marriage was a mess. As much as I was his Dom, I had very little control, obviously. Maybe I just need that, with one thing, and the rest of it, it’ll come easier.”
I took his hand, letting him know I understood and was okay with it. I had to tell him the truth, as that was what was most important. “I don’t want it, the cage, I mean, chastity, Noah, but I’m not safewording. I wouldn’t have voted on the electro-ejaculation either, but that was the best sexual experience of my kinky life. I want you to push me past the things I might not want at first, because they’re giving me more than I knew I needed. Plus, my thing is to please you, and maybe… maybe that’s it. Maybe, in pleasing you, I’m getting off, or… shit, I don’t know. I’m not safewording, Noah. I want to do this because you want to. I know my limits. I won’t do anything I absolutely can’t handle; I promise. If I would have hated what you did to me today, if I was that scared of it, I’d have used the safeword. I swear to you.”
“Okay. That’s good enough for me.”
“How long?”
“This first time, a week. I have an appointment for the doc in a week. Then, after that, I’ll see.”
I nodded and kissed him. “Yes, Sir.”
I got the thing on, and sure enough, Noah had me walk around for a few minutes while he admired me. When the cock cage was in place, it hurt, and I knew I’d get used to it, at least as long as I didn’t become aroused. That was like asking a fish not to swim, what with Noah around, being so fucking sexy.
“I’m not putting in the plug all the time. I know you gotta do your business and such. When I feel like it, I’ll put one in, sometimes the little one that came with it, sometimes a bigger one. For now, it’s out, because I am gonna need to fuck you real soon. That blow job wasn’t enough for me.”
“Whatever you need, Sir.”
“I need you,” he said in a huskier voice than usual, telling me of his emotion. “For now, though, let me feed you a little more and then we’ll relax for a while. It’s been a long day.”
“Then, when we come to bed, use me. I’m here for your pleasure,” I said to him, biting at his lips before giving him a full kiss that I put all my own emotion into.
“Naughty baby,” he said, laughing in that deep way he had, and I felt my dick try to harden, being stopped immediately with a jab of pain.
