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Understanding a little, I reopen the video and finish watching. Yet, even while I understand the mechanics of pain, I’m more interested in the ropes winding around her small frame. The way it bites into her skin, traps her, and shapes her body into unnatural ways that can’t be comfortable, that I’m sure ache if not cause outright pain.
Yet, the ecstasy on her face can’t be ignored. While she does scream in either pain or surprise, she moans and groans even more in acute pleasure. She’s loving every minute of it. When it’s over, the woman in charge, the top I assume, frees her before taking care to rub her down. The way the girl watches her with affection and what can easily be confused with love is consuming.
Butterflies take up residence in my empty belly, and longing, one worse than the one I already felt, grows for Estrella.
Well, shit!
This exploration was meant to find answers, not make me crush harder on the most unattainable woman.
I fall back on my bed frustrated, my laptop forgotten as I scream into my pillow.
Why?!
I must stare off at nothing long enough to fall asleep because my blaring alarm wakes me. My room is pitch black, so I blindly search with my hands before I grasp my damn phone and shut off the offensive screeching.
Ugh!
Time to go to work and face the music.
???
“What are you up to after you get off?”
I smirk at Tiny as he falls next to me on the couch I’m holding down, his knee knocking into mine. “The same thing I always do.”
“Yeah? What’s that, party animal?”
I wrinkle my nose at him. “I’m going home, of course.”
“Exciting.”
“I know, right? Nothing can hold me back from a good time.”
For a while, we sit in companionable silence which doesn’t last long considering I’m certain my friend has ADHD. God forbid he doesn’t talk for ten seconds.
“Did you know Estrella’s family owns a bar?”
I shouldn’t be so obviously thrilled to learn something new about the woman who’s captured my heart, but I’m too tired to hide it. “Really?!”
His smile grows. “Really! It’s called Abuela’s Outpost.”
I roll my head away to try and hide some of my excitement until I can’t stand it. I bite my lip and do my best to keep a straight face. “And why exactly are you telling me this?”
He shrugs and says nothing. I wait in vain until I knock my shoulder playfully against his, making him grin impossibly wider.
“I just thought you might like to know that she has a monthly kink night at the bar.”
My eyes widen in surprise. “Why the heck would I want to know that?!”
He rolls his eyes. “Please, Sakura, you don’t have to hide with me.”
Mentally, I’m agreeing one hundred percect, because it would be nice to finally admit everything trapped in my heart.
I lean closer and whisper even though we’re alone. “You’re right, but what can I do about it?”
“Go, silly.”
I shake my head adamantly. “There’s no fucking way. Not only will my parents kill me, but what would I do if I did go? Stand in a corner and watch her like I do at work? It’s one thing to do it my job, but to stalk her outside of this building? Insane! She’d probably call the cops on my ass.”
