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“That’s what I thought, Graham. We can’t be normal because we aren’t supposed to be together. All I know is despite all of the bad things that have happened to me since I met you, I can’t forget how your lips felt against mine. I didn’t want any of this to happen and I can’t say the things that brought us here was something I wished for, but I want to be here with you right now. Be here with me, too?”
She stared at me with her huge doey eyes, and I pitied any man that ever came up against her. I secretly hoped no man would ever get the chance to experience the things with her that I had but she was right. Us being together wasn’t normal, in fact, it was damned near a miracle. So, I did what any person would do in my shoes. I embraced the cruelty of reality and told myself this could never happen again.
“I’m here, gorgeous bird, whenever you want, we’ll have this moment.” I peppered kisses down her neck, my needy hands snaking up her sides and cupping her perky tits. I rolled her nipples between my thumbs and fingers. She rewarded me with a moan of pleasure as her head fell backward. She rubbed herself on my engorged pent-up member and I hissed. I didn’t remember ever feeling like this with anyone. Why did it have to be with her? She was the one woman I wasn’t allowed to keep. She was the property of the club. An asset. When the time came to hand her over, and it would, I didn’t know if I would be able to do so. I would have to make the choice between her and my club. The choice shouldn’t have been something I would second guess. Before meeting her, I would have picked my brothers over anyone time and time again. Now, I didn’t know what I would do when the time came.
Her hands went to my belt again, but this time I let her undo it. My fingers dipped into her pants and rubbed down her luscious peach painstakingly slow. I wanted to take my time with her, but as I had told her in not so many words, time wasn’t on our side. “You’re so ready.”
“Mhmm,” she hummed, riding my fingers as I applied pressure to her sweet spot, swirling them around in a circular motion. She leaned down, opening her legs wider for me, and I increased my speed. She was so close, and I wanted to give her this as much as she needed it. Her sides heaved erratically as I stroked her swollen clit and licked my lips wondering if she tasted as sweet as I imagined she did.
“Lay down,” I instructed in a throaty voice.
She hesitantly nodded as she bit her lip.
I was quick to remove her pants and panties, tossing them over my shoulder. My eyes greedily raked over her flawless body in the moonlight that beamed through the glass around us. I got on my knees and spread her legs more with my hand. Resting one hand on her mound I lifted her hips in my hands and went to work. I lapped her sweet spot and sucked her delicious juices from her. If this was the only peaceful moment the universe gave us, I was going bleed it dry.
“Come for me, gorgeous bird.” The tip of my tongue flicked on her flesh rapidly and she lifted her hips, her knees closing around my shoulders as she soared high like she was in a trance from the rush of ecstasy I gave her.
“Graham, that was,” she panted, struggling to speak.
“Beautiful, Bird. That’s what it was, just like you.” I smiled down at her, placing a kiss on each of her inner thighs before getting to a sitting position.
“Erm. No one has ever touched me like that.” My ego grew about a hundred times what it was before her statement and then things started falling into place. I thought her nervousness was given the circumstances we were in and the events that led up to where we were. But the seriousness in her voice made me think it was more.
“Do you mean no one has ever made you feel like that, or do you mean no one has touched you ever?” I asked apprehensively, an uneasy feeling swimming in the bottom of my stomach.
“I’m a virgin, Stone,” she admitted, covering her face with her hands.Fuck.
“Hey, don’t hide. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about. Is that what this is? Are you embarrassed because you’re a virgin or because I did what I did?” I reached for her arms and pulled her to me. Guilt flooded into my veins and the feeling was downright intoxicating. It was hard to feel anything good when you were drunk with regret.
“No, it’s not you. It’s a me thing. I’m sure you’ve been with plenty of people, and I don’t know what I’m doing or if I’m doing it right. And I’m not this girl. At least I didn’t think I was. I don’t give a shit who you’ve been with because they aren’t here now. I just, I don’t know.”
I said the thing that I found myself saying more often every day, “Clueless bird, the way you came for me was one of the most beautiful things I’ve ever witnessed.”
“Really?”
“Really,” I answered, pulling her to my side after helping her put her clothes back onto her lower body. I wanted more, but not like this. I wasn’t able to give her flowers and wine or whatever people did to give someone the perfect night. The imperfect moments were what brought us together and they would probably destroy us as well. The thought of losing her after only just finding her gutted me, and as selfish as it was, I hoped for a miracle to save us from the chaos.
“Smells like sex and hate in here.” Mordy eyed us suspiciously as he climbed into the driver’s seat only minutes after we’d settled into a comfortable position. “Did I miss something?” His hand adjusted the rearview mirror and he looked at my arm around Bird.
“Nothing you need to know about, Mordicus. Just drive.” I wasn’t having this conversation with him. Brother or not, what happened with Bird and me was staying between us if I had anything to do with it. If my brothers found out, it would complicate things beyond belief for me. Every move I made they would question where my loyalty laid and honesty, I didn’t know what the answer would be. A decision would have to be made, but thankfully I didn’t think that would be tonight.
“What took you so long?” I played it off, hoping he’d take the bait.
“Éan, where the hell did you put my dresser knobs?” he asked, not only nibbling the bait, but swallowing the damn hook.
“I figured you weren’t the only one with tricks, Mordy. Maybe they disappeared into thin air.” She waved her hand in front of us as she mimicked his accent.
“Aye, maybe they did,” he guffawed, turning the key to start the car. “Time to get this show on the road, I guess.”
“You’re awfully chummy back there,” he observed, pulling onto the highway.
“Mind your own fucking business, brother.” He was tempting fate and my patience. I wasn’t a fool, the closeness we shared wouldn’t last. It couldn’t. I was bound to my brothers and would have to fall in line at some point. To be honest, I was probably getting ahead of myself anyway. For me to have to make a choice would mean Bird remained by my side through everything we were about to face. I wouldn’t ask that from her. It was too much. This lifestyle was something I chose for myself, but I wouldn’t let her. My mind was made up. When the time came, I would pick the club, no matter how much I wanted to keep her. I owed her what I swore I wasn’t capable of giving, but for her, I would give into mercy and forget my obsession.
Chapter15
Reggy
Stone slept peacefully on my shoulder most of the ride so far. I refused to close my eyes, I didn’t trust Mordy to not pull off the road and finish what he started back at their clubhouse. When the daylight broke my body assumed autopilot and I kept nodding off. I couldn’t sleep, I was on Mordy watch which in itself was funny. He was no doubt doing the same exact thing to me. We were nowhere close to equal but trashing his room did make me feel a little better.
