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But I had fought far too many of my father’sfriendsin bed, who were stronger than me, to just be pushed to the side by someone who was merely a hundred and twenty-something pounds. Besides, I wasn’t nervous about anything now. I was furious about it all.
“I’m not going to let you out until you answer me!” I shouted, and I wouldn’t be surprised if everyone in the doctor’s office and the waiting room heard me. “This isn’t fair! You can’t do this to me!”
“You’re being unreasonable and psychotic, Sina,” Dr. Stormmark said. “Which is exactly why your father asked me to place an IUD inside of you in the first place. You’re going to get yourself pregnant and be stuck in a bad situation.”
“That’s not why I was in your office every freaking week,” I said, poking her in the chest. Tears pooled in my eyes, threatening to spill over and down my cheeks. She made me sound and feel like a crazy person. “And you know it.”
“Security!” Dr. Stormmark yelled from inside the room. “I need security in here!”
Alone.
Gods, I felt so alone. Not even my doctor would help me.
Before any security could arrive, I pulled on my clothes, flung open the door, and stormed down the hallway. Other doctors tried to block my way of getting out—they probably wanted to arrest me or some shit for putting my hands on one of their colleagues—but they didn’t know half my story. Nobody did.
I pushed everyone away and hurried out the door to the waiting room. As soon as I spotted Gaian and Darius, I burst into tears and ran toward them. They stood almost immediately, Gaian taking my hand to ask what was wrong and Darius quickly pushing people out of our way for a quick getaway.
Thankfully, we escaped before the police or security showed up and hurried down the cobblestone streets of south Durnbone, taking back alleyways to flee the town as quickly as possible. I didn’t want to stay here another moment.
What had been a nice morning turned so sour, so quickly.
“What did they do to you?” Gaian asked. His voice was tense, as was his body and stance, his canines lengthened and dripping with saliva.
Gaian might’ve been nice to me, but he looked like he would rip someone apart for me.
He looked like a possessive mate.
“I can’t tell you about it,” I said, cursing myself for it.
Gods, I wanted to tell them so badly. But I couldn’t.
How would I tell them that Dr. Stormmark wouldn’tremovemy IUD? How would I tell them that the abuse from my father had started earlier than four years ago, when I was still underage—orripe,as he had called it? I didn’t want to live through that again. I couldn’t.
“This way,” Darius said, grabbing my hand and pulling me through a back exit out of Durnbone before anyone could catch us.
I had done nothing wrong, so I didn’t know why exactly I felt like I had, but … who knew who I could trust here?
They could all work for Dad. They could turn me over to him.
Once we made it out of the town and were deep into the forest—close to Calder’s property, but not on it yet—Darius forced me to stop. His eyes were dark, black almost, and his claws looked long enough to slit someone’s throat.
“What happened?” he asked.
I wanted to lie to them. I wanted to tell them nothing had happened.
But I hurt so badly.
Instinctively, I wrapped my arms around myself, the way I always used to after Dad’s friends used me and left for the night. I had felt so alone, but acted as if nothing were wrong. These guys had been my only escape.
“She …” I started. “She …”
I couldn’t get the words out of my mouth. I couldn’t fucking stand my father, yet I didn’t want them to know how weak I was. I didn’t want them to think of me any different or stop this little thing we had going on.
If I told them, they might … stop with the whole diary thing. And I didn’t want that to happen because they were the first people who actually cared about me. Besides Calder—he was a different problem entirely—the guys didn’t leave me after sex. They held me, took care of me, did things only a mate would do.
Not only that, but letting them take me, use me … it also helped me in some fucked up way. The guys might have been dominant during our sexcapades, but I could stop it at any point. I had a safe word. I had control.
With Dad’sfriends,I’d had absolutely no control at all. If I said no, they wouldn’t stop. They would keep pushing into me, keep dragging me along, grabbing my hair, my breasts, my pussy until I was screaming and burning and thinking about ending it all.
