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“You’re testing my patience,” he grits out, his jaw clenched tight. “I understand this is your first time participating in this kind of relationship, and I’m trying my very best to accommodate your needs as well. Although, I can only control myself for so long.”
“Before what?”
“Before I revert to my old ways, who I wasbeforeyou.”
My heart pounds, and I can’t find it in me to speak.
The thought leaves me terrified.
Intrigued.
Aroused.
So fucking aroused.
“Tell me,” he snarls, impatient. “Before you leave me no choice.”
“I couldn’t wait any longer,” I quietly admit. “I needed to see your playroom. I wanted to see what it was like.”
“It?” he echoes, brows furrowed. “Whatitwas like?”
My breathing hitches, and I blink at him.
And I surrender.
“Being with you,” I nearly whisper. “In that way.”
He sits back, leaving one hand on the table. Studying my face, he chooses to stay silent. Although, his eyes are urging me to continue.
But I can’t.
Because I don’t know how to feel about any of this.
I don’t know how to feel abouthim.
“And?” he asks, cocking his head to the side. “What are your thoughts?”
My body stiffens, and I dismissively look away.
“Christ,” he groans, pushing out his chair and standing. “All right. Fine. We’ll do it this way.”
Turning my head, our eyes meet.
And it’s brutal.
The contrast of his dark hair, brows, and eyelashes, and his ocean blue eyes leaves me disoriented.
Completely off my game.
He presses his palms onto the table, and lets out a sharp breath. “This isn’t a goddamn game, Sasha. My responsibility as your Dom is to ensure your safety. Always. Without communication between us, this will never work.”
“I understand that.”
“Do you?”
“Yes.”
“You hesitated last night,” he presses. “I asked if you were all right and received no response from you.”
