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“How long will they last?” I whisper.

“Hard to say.” Riven shrugs. “Sometimes fifteen minutes. Sometimes all night. They’re going strong, though.”

“And now that storm season is finishing, you’ll be able to see them pretty often up here,” Eli adds. “Probably at least until April.” He pauses meaningfully. “You know. If you stayed here.”

“Because Icanstay here,” I say slowly.

“I might actually cry if you didn’t,” Eli says.

“And you all really forgive me?” I check. “All of you?” I don’t want to beat a dead horse, but I can hardly believe it.

“Don’t ask anymore,” Cole orders, pulling me into his lap. “There’s nothing to forgive.”

I nod, looking down.

“How do you feel?” Riven asks. “Now that you’ve told us?”

I think, shifting a bit in Cole’s lap. He grunts as I rub up against his dick, and I toss him a smile over my shoulder. “Great. Lighter. Like I don’t have anything to hide from you guys anymore. Like I can do anything I want.” I swallow, taking one of Cole’s big hands and twisting my fingers with his. “I mean, deep inside me, obviously I knew I wasn’t a slut, or dirty, or what any of those people were saying about me.”

“No,” Riven says firmly. Eli starts stroking my ankle. Cole slips his spare hand down the back of my jeans, squeezing my buttcheek. I wriggle against him, feeling his cock harden under my ass. “But—everybody around me was saying it. Everybody that I cared about. It sort of felt like, it didn’t matter what I believed. If the whole world believes something, the truth doesn’t actually matter, does it?”

Eli frowns. “That’s not how it works.”

“No. It’s not.” I take a deep breath, looking between them. “Um. I think I want to try something, actually. If… you want to.”

As if he knows what I’m about to say, Cole slides his hand between my asscheeks. I yelp as he kisses the shell of my ear, rubbing his thumb against my hole. I feel all my muscles in my ass clench.

“You like it?” He rumbles in my ear.

“Yes,” I breathe. “I love it. But—”

“The video,” he surmises. I look up at him with big eyes, and he scowls. “I didn’twatchit. Riven told me what the guy in the square shouted at you, when we went to get your car fixed.”

Riven winces. “That you liked—ah…”

“Getting fucked in the ass?” Eli offers.

Riven nods.

I sigh. “Yeah. I was having anal sex in the video. Honestly, I think that’s kind of why no-one believed me when I said I didn’t know it was being filmed. People thought, because I was having sex in an ‘unconventional way’, Imustbe some kind of depraved porn star.” Cole pushes his thumb hard against my asshole, and I jump.

“You are quite depraved,” he says in my ear. My eyelashes flutter. Honestly, right now, I’d have to agree. I push my ass back into his hand and hear him hiss in a breath through his teeth.

“These poor people,” Eli sighs mournfully. “I bet they all have unsatisfying missionary sex once a year, then lie awake at night dreaming of getting fucked in the ass.” He shakes his head sorrowfully, then reaches out and puts a hand on my chest. “You know, in Swedish,” he says softly, “We have a very old saying.Finns det hjärterum så finns det stjärterum. If there is room in the heart,” he strokes over my heartbeat, then slides his hand down to give my butt a pat, “there is room in the ass. And I think that’s beautiful.”

Riv sputters. “That saying is not aboutanal sex, Eli—”

“Well, it would make more sense if itwas,wouldn’t it—”

“Lube,” Cole says.

There’s a few beats of silence.

“I know you’re a bit of a caveman, Nalle,” Eli says, “but that has to be the weirdest one-word sentence you’ve ever come out with.”

Cole growls in my ear. “Does anybody have any.”

Eli scoffs. “If you think that I’m sharing my extra-tingly, heating, cherry-flavoured super-glide female-stimulating lubricant, you have another think coming.”

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