¨I don’t want to stop fucking you. As long as you’re alive, I want as much freedom to play in you whenever I fucking want.¨ Words escape my mouth out of nowhere. Perhaps I have fear. Fear of her running to Sicily and falling into another man’s arms. Fear of her wanting to do nothing with me.
¨Alex, please.¨ She mumbles between her groans.
¨I want you all to myself, and I’ll do whatever you need to make it happen.¨ I keep talking, perhaps digging a bigger hole for myself. I really don’t care, although I know I truly do. I just don’t care about hiding my feelings anymore.
¨I don’t want to stop playing your lover. I want to be your lover and more.¨
She doesn’t respond, but she does take every stroke of my dick, every tug of my hands on her hips, and every bite I can give as I pull her halfway up, nearly fucking her standing up from the back. Her hands claw at my upper thighs as I take my last dive before my dick can’t take anymore.
I cum, holding her in a tight grip, making her bend over, making her flinch. I cum as she releases her truth, ¨If you fuck me like this, you can have me anytime you want.¨
Chapter 19
Micola
¨Hey.Simon?¨
I can hear him muffling on the other end as if he’s struggling to find his AirPods. Come to find out, that’s exactly what it is.
¨Sorry. I can hear you now!¨ He shouts in my ear.
I roll my eyes as I strategically place my folded clothing into my suitcase.
¨Hey. What’s going on, Micola?¨
¨Hey. I just want to talk to you regarding our plans this fall.¨
¨Okay. Shoot. I’m all ears.¨
“Unfortunately, I’m gonna have to pull out of our plans.¨
He’s quiet. So I repeat, “I’m pulling out. I’m so sorry. I don’t have the capacity to work with you this fall.¨
Still, nothing.
¨Simon? Are you there?¨
“I’m sorry, Micola. I thought I heard you say you aren’t working with me this fall?”
“Yes. Yes, that is what I said.”
Another pause.
“Simon?”
¨Why? Why is that?¨
¨Well, I —“
¨Something happened to your students?¨ He chuckles. And then the chuckle turns into cryptic laughter.
Is this really fucking happening?
There’s absolutely nothing funny about that possibility. Now that response shows his true colors.
¨No. Thank God my students are alright.¨
¨You don’t want to build them for success? Why would you want to stop that from happening?”