Page 35 of She Loves Me Not


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I sigh, hugging her closer. “Well… we did enjoy ourselves thoroughly last night, but believe it or not, we did talk quite a bit also.”

She starts to play with the hair on my chest. “About serious things?”

I kiss her temple, nodding. “We talked about us, love. It doesn’t get more serious than that. Not for me, anyway.”

Lynn sighs. “So we were both plastered and yet had a deep soul-baring conversation in between bouts of steamy, hot fuck-sessions, and we like… made a spiritual connection?”

There is a teasing quality to her voice that I usually love, but not right now. Right now, it makes my heart drop in my stomach. It makes me feel as lost as she felt when she woke up.

I see a crease between her eyebrows. “Hey, I’m sorry… I did not mean to make light of it or anything. I’m starting to think I must be one of those people that use irony as a shield. Forgive me?”

“There’s nothing to forgive." I shake my head, avoiding her eyes. An interesting thing to attempt to do with my cock still in her pussy.

She presses one hand on my chest, making me look at her. “Of course, there is.”

“If you don’t feel it, you don’t feel it. There’s nothing we can’t do about it.”

She punches my arm. “I don’t feel it?! I think I more than felt it and more than once today, Devon.”

“I’m not talking about sex.”

"Neither am I. I really understand what you mean. I do… it's just that, at the same time, I really don’t.”

I laugh. “Gee, babe, thanks for that clarification.”

She shrugs. “It’s pretty fucked up, I'm not denying it, but let's go back to our important talk… I promise. No more wisecracks."

"Well, actually, you pretty much summed it up already. We didn't sleep a wink last night. We spent it making love and talking, and we managed to cover a lot of stuff. You are quite sharp when drunk. You made more sense last night completely in your cups than most people I know do while sober.”

She starts to torture her full lips again. “We made love?”

“We did,” I confirm. “We also fucked quite a bit,” I add, deadpan, and then I grin at her, making her giggle a little.

Lynn kisses me soundly on the lips, her small hands framing my face, her slender fingers resting on my temples. "So, where do we go from here?"

I pull her again to me. “I don’t know exactly, but one thing I know for sure is that wherever that is, I want for us to go together.”

"You really do?" she sounds astounded. I don't like this one bit. I want her to be sure of my love always.

"I do. We talked about everything last night. We shared more than just our bodies." I take a breath to steady my voice. "It was the most amazing night of my life, and you know me, despite how many times I said it today, it's not a word I throw around lightly. Lynn, I love you. I really do. I've been in love with you for so long. You're exactly what I want and what I need, and the cover-up thing holds very true for me. It has for quite some time, actually, even if I didn’t have a definition for it. Just tell me it rings true for you as well, and we'll go from there. All I'm asking for is the chance to show you how I feel. The chance for me to show you my heart and to make you see your own more clearly. No shots or drinks of any kind involved. If you give me that chance, I'll make you fall in love with me. I know I can.”

She giggles, but I see tears glint in her silvery eyes. "Always a cocky bastard! But fuck, that was beautiful. I did not know you had that in you. Alright, you win… you most definitely have your chance, Mr. Welton."

I grin down at her and kiss her softly, feeling myself grow stiff one more time inside her. She clenches around me, her pussy spasming in desire.

She pulls me over her again. “Well, now that the serious stuff is out of the way, I think we can focus on something else for the moment. What do you say?”

I push myself between her legs. “Absolutely. We went like twenty minutes without fucking. We deserve a prize for our strong will.”

She kisses me again. “The rest can wait.”

I nod. “It can, and it will.”

And it really can. After all, all I wanted was a chance, and now I have it.

I will make her see that she can love me as much as I love her, or better yet, that she already does, even if she is not aware of it. In the meantime, I can most assuredly fuck her and make her come until she passes out.

CHAPTER11

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