Page 42 of She Loves Me Not


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“No,” I whisper softly, gulping down air.

“I know that whatever it is that we have, is going to hurt a hell of a lot when it breaks, and it will, Dev. We just don’t fit together that way. It wasn’t us… it was all of those damn shots we drank!”

I reach for her again, and, despite the words she’s just said, she comes willingly, sighing in relief, face buried in my chest.

"Itwasus, Lynn. And, deep down, you know that. Just like I’ve always known. Alcohol just made us less reserved and more prone to act on our feelings for each other instead of overthinking things. We fit, sweetheart. You know we do. You felt it as much as I did. You're scared. So am I. Things that affect us so much are always scary. But I love you, Lynn. Don't tell me it doesn't mean anything to you because we both know it'd be a lie. Please, don't let a stupid belief that no longer holds stand between us. Don’t let fear ruin our chance to be happy. Because that’s exactly what we’ll be. We'll be together. We'll be just fine. And we'll be damn fucking happy, baby. It's not a matter of taking more time to think things through. We've already lost five years for being afraid and… and stubborn, and even stupid. I don't think you really need time. You just have to have a little faith in us."

She stands on her tiptoes, winding her arms around my neck and kissing me. "Wow, that was some closing argument, Welton…" she teases, her eyes still gleaming with unshed tears.

I smirk at her. “Really? Have I made you rule in our favor, then? Or do I need to plead the case some more?"

She laughs, but then her expression becomes serious again. “I’m still scared, Dev.”

I crush her to me. "I know, baby. I'm not saying that it doesn't make sense to have doubts or that we have to stop bringing them up. I just think there’s no need for us to be apart. I believe we can sift through this lovely mess just fine together. We only need to talk, be open…”

“Not up and run away like teenagers with a flair for theatrics?”

I smile down at her. “You can have all kinds of flairs, doll. I know I’ll love them all as long as you stay by my side.”

“We’ll see…”

I kiss her again, more firmly, and that’s when my cock decides he has been polite enough and he's done with chit-chat.

She presses onto my erection with a little grin on her lips. “You never run out of batteries, do you?”

“Are you complaining?” I ask, kissing her neck.

She giggles. “Hell, no. I’m not that crazy…”

“Good,” I growl on her soft, warm skin as I push her up against the wall, one of my hands immediately going for my belt, our lips smashing together.

She pulls back slightly, her little hands splayed on either side of my face, her pinkie finger playing with my stubble. “I still think we need to take things slow, Dev.”

“How slow?Slowlike you date other guys, and in the meantime, we just go to dinner and hold hands while we pretend this is notitfor us. Orslowlike we are exclusive, I can still fuck you breathless every day, but we hold on about moving in together just yet? ‘Cause I have to tell you that the first option isn’t really gonna fly for me in case you were considering it.” I tell her, and my voice might be playful, but we both know I’m deadly serious.

She kisses me again. "What about this? Slow like… we’re definitely exclusive, we fuck every time we want, but no more talk about living together, at least until the confusion starts to dissipate a little and I feel more sure about my feelings and where we are going with this, alright?"

I nod and then go again for her lovely neck and her silky, supple shoulders, feeling myself harden further. Not exactly what I wanted, but it’ll do. “Good enough for now.”

I Grasp her thighs and spread them more.

Feeling a sense of déjà vu dawning on me.

I should take her to a bed or any other suitable, comfy, and soft surface, but I don’t think I could pull myself from her for that long.

I need to fuck her badly. Now.

“I don’t think we’re going to make it to the bed,” I gasp as one of her cold hands grips my completely distended, hard cock, squeezing lightly.

“I don’t need a bed. Just you,” Lynn breathes in my ear, making a shiver run up my spine and my balls tighten. God, I feel like coming already, and I'm not even close to her pussy. I can smell it, though, and I can feel its hot wetness pressing on my lower stomach.

“Fuck, love, you’re not wearing panties?!”

She licks my neck. "Maybe I was unconsciously getting ready for you. Maybe I knew you would come tearing down my door.”

I press my body on hers, stopping the torturous movement of her deft fingers. "Your door won't be the last thing I'll be tearing today if you don't stop teasing me, baby."

Lynn smiles up at me, her lovely face no longer red from the tears but glowing a beautiful shade of pink from her arousal. “Try me, fucker. I’m more resilient than you think.”

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