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I honestly didn’t care because I felt like a new world had opened up to me, and I wanted to explore it. I hadn’t felt like this in… Fuck, had I ever? And my desire was for a man. Abeautifulman.
“Perry.”
I heard my name, not caring who spoke it. I still hadn’t pulled my eyes from the stage.
“Perry.” It was Peyton. I looked over at him, at his flushed cheeks and the light playing in his eyes. “Did you like what you saw?”
The question held the weight of the world within it. I didn’t lie to my best friend. I wouldn’t start now. But I knew, the second the word was out of my mouth, nothing would be the same. “Yes.”
12
PEYTON
I gave shit to Perry for walking down a dangerous road when he went to see Jordan. Yet, here I was going down an equally dangerous one with him by my side. This one wouldn’t lead to violence. It had the power to upend our lives though. Not only the dynamic between Perry and me, but between Perry and Dominic too.
Bringing Perry here was my idea. Dominic and I both had feelings for him. Dominic had been reluctant to go along with it. He was worried about pressing Perry, and rightfully so. But after the shit we’d been through with Jordan and JJ, we all needed a break. If that meant Perry came to the club, had a few drinks, and focused on something else for a bit, I would consider it a win. If it meant more, well, I’d fucking celebrate.
The thing was, I knew Perry. No, he hadn’t shown interest in men before, but he also hadn’t shown an interest in anyone for quite some time. Perry lived wrapped up in his own world, where he ran his dad’s business and didn’t want to let the man he had looked up to down. If Perry didn’t do something for himself soon, he was going to snap, and the collateral damage would be vast.
Dominic was already scheduled to dance tonight. He texted Dexen and asked him to reserve one of the VIP rooms for him.
Dominic left it up to me whether to bring Perry back to the room or not. That was why Greer came with us. I was going to the room to meet with Dominic either way. If Perry wasn’t interested in what he saw on stage, I’d leave him with Greer and be on my way. I wouldn’t push him.
Perry had been to gay clubs with us before. He saw men dance on stage at them. He didn’t care where he was as long as he was surrounded by the people who mattered most to him.
I’d always hoped. Always wonderedwhat if.
This was my shot to see if something could happen.
Perry watched Dominic like he was dying of thirst, and fuck, did the sight make me hard. He reacted to a man scantily dressed. Maybe it wasn’t every man, but it was definitely Dominic he showed interest in. I wanted to jack off right there. I’d felt his eyes on me, knew he was looking at me when I casually rubbed myself. Normally I wouldn’t have done that, but I had to test the waters with Perry.
So, he passed the test. TheI might like dicktest. In truth, I didn’t know what I was doing, but I couldn’t have stopped if I tried. I wanted Dominic. I loved Perry. Somehow, someway, I wanted us all together. I was a selfish bastard.
But if it worked… If we could all be something… Shit, didn’t I owe it to myself to try and see if he could be interested in us? And there was an us in that sense. I couldn’t pry myself from Dominic, even if Perry got on his knees and declared his love for me. Dominic drew me in, held me captive, and I didn’t want him to set me free.
Dexen came over before I could stand and lead Perry away. He dropped his hand to Greer’s shoulder. When Greer looked up at Dexen with longing in his eyes, I wasn’t ready for it.
Was that how it was, and I missed it? Too wrapped up in my head about Perry and now Dominic. My brother was crushing on Dexen Dremest. And by Dexen’s calm demeanor and the casual way he stood there; he didn’t feel the same.
A Lynx brothers curse. Falling for unavailable men.
Tonight, I was hoping to change my relationship with Perry.
“Having fun?” Dexen asked us.
Perry still watched me, occasionally flicking his gaze to the stage where the next dancer was performing. He didn’t hold Perry’s interest like Dominic did.
“Always,” Greer said with a too tight smile.
“You okay, Pey?” Dexen asked, not paying attention to Greer, but he kept his hand on his shoulder, gently rubbing the muscle there. I didn’t have the bandwidth right now to figure them out, especially when my dick was running the show.
I nodded. “Are we good?”
“All set. Same place.”
I stood and peered down at Perry. “Come with me.”
He followed suit. “Where are we going?” Perry would blindly follow me because he knew I’d never put him in harm’s way. I was leading him to what would hopefully become the single hottest encounter of his life.
