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JJ took my clothes off, making me break my contact with Dexen to do so, which was just as well. He needed to get onto the bed. JJ gave him a little push to get him moving. While Dexen got into position, JJ shed his clothes then dragged his tongue up my neck. He was tasting my skin and it was so damn hot. My dick bobbed in front of me at the contact, begging to be touched.
JJ’s lips hovered in front of mine; our breaths shared. He flicked his finger over my nipple piercing, causing a low moan to leave my lips. “We’re going to take him apart,” he whispered. “I want him a writhing mess because that’s the only way he’ll eventually let go.”
I answered him with a press of my mouth to his. We’d already talked about this before Dexen showed up tonight. He needed actions more than words. He needed to understand we were in this with him. Sure, it came on fast and heated up in record time, but why should we slow down when it felt right? Because society thought true love took a while to build? Fuck that.
JJ took one side of the bed; I took the other. We slowly climbed on and started running our hands over Dexen’s body. He was on his stomach, a pillow bunched up in his arms where he rested his head. His muscles were taut, practically vibrating with desire for us. Fuck, he was gorgeous. Smooth skin, enough hair I could feel the roughness of it when I dragged my hand over his calf. His ass was perfectly round, a hill to the valley of his lower back. Jesus, I didn’t know where to start.
Leaning over Dexen’s back, JJ dipped his head to bite into the flesh on Dexen’s shoulder. Dexen moaned low into the pillow. JJ continued to nip down his body until he got to his ass, then took a bite of Dexen’s left cheek.
I left him to it since he knew Dexen liked a bit of pain, but I couldn’t do what he did. I might bite gently and play but I wanted to soothe Dexen, remind him how I wouldn’t hurt him. Not that JJ was. I knew beyond a shadow of a doubt JJ wouldn’t hurt Dexen in any way he didn’t want him to.
My head rested on a pillow beside Dexen as I lay on my side, my hand skating up and down his back. “Look at me, Dex.”
He shook his head.
I leaned in close, so my lips were almost touching his ear. “Yes. I want you to see me and I want to see you, all of you. If there’s anyone you can trust, it’s JJ and me.” I didn’t tell him yet how much I cared for him, how much I loved him. He wasn’t ready. But I wanted him to see it in my face. There was no way I could disguise it there.
“Dexen, now,” I said with more force.
He obeyed and turned his head toward mine. Tears glistened in his eyes, not falling, simply resting there, tiny wells of emotion he wasn’t ready to shed.
“I don’t need you to talk but I need you to watch, listen, and feel.” My fingers trailed over his cheek. “You’re so beautiful. When I first met you, I could hardly look away, but I was young and had so much going on. I didn’t have time to focus on anything else. As I got older; I started coming to your club more. I rose in the ranks at PJS, could afford to tip your dancers better, hoping you’d look at me as more than a friend. I didn’t have any grand dreams that you’d want me like I did you. I kept showing up, kept going to the club at least once a month, to see you, Dex. The dancers are sexy as hell, but they didn’t hold a candle to you.”
“Greer…” he choked out in a whisper which turned to a moan. I glanced down and saw JJ had Dexen’s ass spread, and his face buried there. My dick throbbed. I had to ignore it for now.
“Let me finish. We started up our friends with benefits thing and I was happy. I didn’t want anyone else fucking me. You gave it to me so good, why would I? Then everything happened at JJ’s shop, and you started shutting down. It wasn’t instant, it was slow, and it fucking hurt because you eventually cut me off. Although you didn’t just cutmeoff. You did it to yourself too. You didn’t want to get hurt again. You hurt me when you did that. I understood why, but it still stung. How could you not have seen I would sooner hurt myself than you?” Tears built in my eyes. There was so much swirling inside me. This was a good outlet, voicing my feelings to Dexen.
I continued, “Then JJ and I talked one day at work about sex, of all things. It got me thinking about him and what it would be like to have his rough hands on me. I eventually got what I wanted but I knew better than to want more, to crave more than what JJ gave me in my office that day.”
JJ’s hand brushed along my calf while he kept his tongue on Dexen. I straightened my leg, begging for any bit of touch he wanted to give me.
“JJ knew I needed it though, and he wanted to give it to me. He came to my house, made things right, but we both still wanted you. You’ve held JJ’s heart for years and mine you’d captured quickly. It wasn’t easy for us. You weren’t the only one who was hurt. But we opened ourselves, bared our souls, and gave you all of us. We thought you did the same. We thought that day in your house changed everything. Don’t get me wrong, it did, but not enough because every time you thought you were opening yourself up, you’d remember the pain from before and shut down. Your armor slid into place, protecting you, keeping us out.”
I pressed a gentle kiss to his arm and rested my chin there. A tear slipped from the corner of his eye. “We gave you two nights without us, Dex. JJ and I were together, touching, fucking, doing things to each other that drove me out of my mind. You were missed though. We wanted you here and you weren’t, too busy hiding behind your club. We knew once you came tonight for dinner, we weren’t letting you leave. So here we are, Dex. JJ and I are open, hoping you’ll let us in and not put your armor on again.”
JJ kissed up Dexen’s back and rested his full weight on him. Hips to hips. Chest to back. Legs on top of legs. He kissed Dexen’s shoulder. “We’re not letting you go. If I have to break down your walls one at a time, I will.”
“No,” Dexen whispered brokenly. His eyes screwed shut. “I’m sorry. It’s…”
I threaded my fingers through his hair. “I know. It’s hard. We’re not going to let you fall. We’re not going to walk away and leave you. Do you want to let go of us?”
His eyes grew wide, panic mixing with his tears. “No. Never.”
“Good, then let us in. All the way. We’ll show you how perfect the three of us are together.”
JJ rested his cheek on the back of Dexen’s head. “I’m not going to hurt you again, Dex. I’d sooner rip out my own heart than do that to you or Greer. Last time, we destroyed the other. This isn’t the same. Maybe that’s why we didn’t work before. We didn’t have Greer.” There was JJ practically reading my mind.
I grinned, wanting to lighten the mood a little. I didn’t want Dexen to fully break down, only to let us love him like he deserved, like we did too. “So, we’re not going to talk about the whole murder thing then?”
JJ’s blue eyes met mine. He gave me a wink and a playful shove. “Anyway… I think we should get back to us taking Dex apart with our hands, cocks, and mouths, hmmm?”
“I’m not opposed to it. Or we could focus on you and me. Make him watch again?”
“No!” Dexen cut in fast.
“What’s that?” I asked. “You want us to keep touching you?”
JJ thrust his hard dick against Dexen’s ass. “Yeah, you want my cock, Dex? Want me to bury myself deep? Or maybe you want Greer to.” He slid down enough to spread Dexen’s cheeks and press his dick to Dexen’s hole.
