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My hips flex fervently, driving my rock-hard dick brutally into her mouth while I whisper despicable things. “Suck me off, you naughty girl. Make me come with your dirty mouth.” I’ll regret every word later, but every word uttered brings me closer to nirvana.
Instead of cowering away from my hurtful words or merciless treatment, she leans forward, sucking me harder and bringing my length deeper into her throat.
I groan and growl as my hips thrash and jerk until I’m more monster than man. “Fuck yes, tiger. Take my cock. Just like that. You look like you were born to be on your knees for me.”
She chokes and gags on the next stroke, and her head bumps into the wall when she rears back to gasp for air.
Shit.I hurt her.
She doesn’t stop or make an effort to push me off. Just keeps sucking, licking like her life depends on it.
But the guilt from the repulsive way I’m treating her overtakes me until it’s too powerful to ignore.
This feels wrong, even if she is reveling in it. I’m not going to be able to finish like this.
This isn’t me.
I take a step back, pulling myself from her mouth. Dropping my hands from the wall, I cradle her head with the tenderness I should have shown her this whole time. I rub and massage the spot that bumped into the wall, then lower to the base where I was pulling her hair. The simple gesture is the only apology I can offer until my breath steadies and my mind clears.
Her tear-soaked eyes flit up at me in confusion. “I’m not hurt. Why did you stop?”
My stomach twists into a knot. I caress her hair, hoping she’s not hurt badly. “This isn’t me, Mia. I can’t do this to you.”
I offer my hand, and she grasps it, eyeing me cautiously.
“Get off your knees. You’re not a…slut. Please forgive me for calling you that.”
A jagged blade lances my chest at the sound of that disgusting word leaving my lips.
I can’t believe I fucking said that.
A full-body cringe rolls through me, and I press my eyes closed as shame and revulsion wage a war in my soul.
I tug her hand upward, but instead of using it for leverage to stand, she plays an UNO reverse card and pulls me toward her. When my eyes spring open, she’s shooting me an icy glare.
“No,” she seethes.
My neck jerks back, and my brows knit. “What?”
“No, I don’t want to get up. I want you to finish.” Without any trace of shame, she admits, “I want to be your dirty slut. Iwantto be anything you need me to be.”
“But Mia, I-I…”
I don’t know what to say, and I damn sure don’t know how to feel. I’m flooded with a confusing desire to punish her, but what if I lose myself in the process? I’m so damn out of control. How can I look at myself in the mirror after this?
How is she even looking at me now with anything short of disdain?
Dropping my hand, she reaches around my lower body to squeeze my ass. Hard. “Please, Cal. Please use my body,” she begs, her anger replaced with desperation. “I need you to punish me. Absolve me of my sins.”
She tugs again, and the force of her movement causes me to shuffle a few steps until my still-hard dick hovers in front of her sinful mouth.
“Your sins? Mia, I’m only a man. I can’t—”
“A man I hurt. A good man who didn’t deserve the horrible way I treated him.” Her voice grows dark, matching her hardened gaze and curled lip. “Now fuck my face until you come down my throat. Ineedyou to use me like I used you. We need to even the score. I lied, seduced you, and hurt you. Now it’s your turn to do it to me.”
Gritting my teeth, I attempt in vain to stave off the ire her words incite. Having studied me like a damn textbook, she knew exactly what those words would do to me— provoke and manipulate me.
And now we’ve come full circle.
