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“For the first time in my life, I feel nothing but my need for you…” I reach between us and grab his pulsing length. He’s hard and ready, and as I position him to penetrate me, he lays me on the ground and I feel my hair being swept away by the brook. The water is so cool, so comforting, that I don’t even care. It feels as if it's washing away all the bad things that have ever happened, all the pain inside my mind.
When Jax enters my body, I know I’ll never know a moment of weakness again.
I am healed, I am whole.
And I’m still pregnant.
FOUR MONTHS LATER
I wake with a grunt, needing to pee like I’ve never peed before in my life, and as I pull myself out of bed, I do my best not to wake Jax. I walk quietly to the bathroom connected to his private rooms. For the last few months we’ve lived here in the mansion with Ruby’s family, watching her baby grow and thrive and my stomach grow as well. Every morning when Ruby sees me, she falls to her knees and kisses my stomach. She feels her pup was given so I could live and have my own. She says that makes us sisters, that our babies share a soul, and I’ve never had a closer friendship in my life.
The bathroom floor is warm under my feet, Jax turned on the floor heater the moment we got home. He said I’ll never ever be uncomfortable again as long as I live. Too bad he can’t pee for me so I can stay in bed…
I turn on the warm dim lights that we use at night and waddle over to the toilet. Not for the first time since I was given a second shot at life do I thank the gods for the cold handle next to the toilet to help people on and off if they need it. I press my forehead to the cold metal as I relieve myself. Sighing deeply, I stroke my stomach as the tiny life in me wiggles just hard enough that I can sort of see the baby moving under my skin.
“I love you…” I whisper to my child, my son.
“I love you too,” Jax whispers, and I look up to see him standing in the doorway.
He looks at me with hunger in his eyes, the same look he’s had every morning since he brought me home. He waits patiently as I finish and even as I wash my hands, but as soon as my hands are dry, he grabs me from behind and pushes me to bend over the sink.
“The first time I pleasured you was in a bathroom…” he growls possessively as he wets a rag in the sink and cleans my core for me. “I think we should recreate that moment, only this time when I go to fill you with my cock there will be no one to interrupt us.
Any reply I could have made turns into a moan as his mouth sucks my clit between his hot lips. My body shudders with pleasure and I put my face on the counter and arch my hips into his mouth. If this is to be how I spend all my mornings for the rest of my life, I hope I live forever. His hot tongue ventures inside me, so impossibly long and thick, and he flicks my g-spot with insane accuracy. I’m moaning, so close already, and he knows it.
“My mate…” he growls. “Tell me when you’re about to come.”
“Yes, yes, I will… Oh gods…”
I can’t think straight, can barely hold myself up with the sheer pleasure, and when I feel my core spasm I try to tell him but he knows. He rises immediately, pulling my hips away from the counter, and plunges into me hard and fast. I come on him as his length hits my cervix. I’m screaming, moaning, begging for it to never stop, and Jax is roaring with victory.
“My mate!” he growls. “My wife!” he says possessively, and places a hand on my shoulder and pulls me back to his chest. “Look how beautiful you are, how vibrant. Watch your body as it accepts mine…”
My eyes are glued to the mirror, watching our faces as we both moan in ecstasy. His brows knit together as he sees me watching, his focus amplified, and he cups my breasts the moment before he explodes inside of me.
We’re panting in each other's arms, and his flaccid cock falls out of me as he holds me gently. He strokes my stomach and kisses my shoulder tenderly, both of us still watching one another in the mirror.
“I want to see you in a white gown… I want to watch you descend the staircase of this home and marry me in the foyer. I want everyone to see my devotion to you, and I want to put this on your finger…”
I watch, entranced and fully in love, as he opens the sink drawer and pulls out a black velvet box. He opens it and my heart skips a beat for the first time since I’ve had my second life. The ring is gorgeous, princess cut and surrounded by tiny diamonds in the shape of ivy. Like the cave where I was given a second chance…
Jax takes my hand and slips the ring on my finger as I cry happy tears. I turn to face him, to say yes, but just then there’s a knock at the door…
Epilogue
JACKSON
Igrowl, intensely annoyed that anyone would dare knock on my door, obviously hearing my woman moan as she takes my cock and takes my ring.
“Go away!” I shout, kissing Cricket tenderly as she murmurs yes over and over against my lips.
“Jackson Wraith, the packs are going to meet without you if you don’t get your ass out here!” Cole shouts from the other side of my door, but he softens the scolding with a chuckle as he walks down the hall.
I sigh and rest my head on Cricket’s shoulder as she laughs quietly and her breath ruffles the hair on my head.
“I guess we better get dressed…”
“Or they can watch me fuck you while we’re there, I don’t care. I need you…” My voice rumbles against her neck and I nip her flesh playfully.
