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He must sense my disappointment, because he shoos Knight away and crosses the room to me, his cock half erect and making my core clench at the memory of him burrowed deep inside of me. Lifting me up, he settles me in his lap on the couch. My knees fall on either side of his hips, so I’m straddling him, every part of me touching every part of him. He pulls a soft throw blanket from the back and wraps us in it, pulling my chest flush against his. My nipples harden instantly from the contact, and I shiver when his warm skin makes contact with them.
He’s nestled perfectly between my folds, and I know he can feel the slick coat his length as it drips out of me from this position. I’ve already forgotten about the alpha that intruded and my embarrassment at being found tangled up naked with his omega in their den. There’s just something about having River’s full attention on me because it’s like nothing else exists in that moment, pulling you deep into his orbit.
“How are you feeling?” He asks me softly, running his fingers through my hair and trying to detangle it.
I look down and think for a minute before answering. How do I feel? If we’re talking about my body? Simple. I feel fucking fantastic. I’ve never orgasmed so many times in one sitting, much less from oral. Emotionally? I’m deliriously happy on the one hand... but on the other, I’m scared. Scared about where this is going. Nervous about how easy it would be to fall in love with River. Basically, terrified of the future. I think Knight popping in here made everything feel more real that this is happening, which has led to me feeling the need to understand where this is going to go. I need to know whether or not getting attached is a good idea.
“I feel good...” I hedge.
“But?”
I sigh and look him in the eyes. “But I’m scared. I’m scared of where this is going. Is this just some fun until I find my own pack?” I’m startled when River growls and look at him, surprised.
He clears his throat and looks away, a blush forming on his cheeks. I continue after gathering my thoughts again.
“Or does this have the potential to become more? And if it does, what exactly does that entail? Your alphas are still yours, and I don’t want you to think I’m trying to encroach on your territory or anything. But I also can’t control heats, so what happens when I go into heat? Would they help me through it, or would I need to find a service? Because as much as I know I just want you, I also know my biology needs knots and alphas when I’m in heat. And while we’re on the subject of your alphas and beta, how do they really feel about this? Does my being here make them uncomfortable? I don’t want them to have to hide when I’m around. This is their home. I know I find their scents enticing. I won’t lie to you, but I can control myself. They’re yours, and I will never jeopardize what I will have with you for them.”
I’ve rambled. Sent myself into a downward spiral and now I’m panting, trying to catch my breath, as anxiety has curled low in my belly. I want to hide, but I can’t. Those are all valid fears and concerns I have, and he deserves to know that these are things I’m thinking about. I want him long term, as in, fucking forever. I know it’s really soon to think about something like that, but it’s how I genuinely feel. Is it love? I don’t think so. At least, not yet. But I know I’ll get there, eventually. I don’t know if my heart can handle a friend with benefits kind of arrangement.
“How the fuck is this supposed to work out, River?” I whisper.
River’s hands stroke my back lightly. He doesn’t answer me right away. Although, to be honest, I don’t expect him to answer at all. I just unloaded a lot on him, and it’s only our first night hanging out in person. I mean, it doesn’t really get more personal than his ‘p’ in my ‘v’, so one could say that my word vomit shouldn’t really be such a problem.
As much as we’ve talked the last couple of weeks, we never spoke about the serious stuff. Not really. Like what we’re wanting out of this and what it all entails. Maybe it’s because of how he makes me feel that my omega biology is kicking in, trying to lock him down, no matter how ludicrous it is. This is unfamiliar territory for us both.
“Wow. You’ve had a lot going on in there, huh?” He taps the side of my head with his finger.
The right side of my mouth lifts gingerly, and I look up at him through my lashes. He wears a soft smile, his eyes sparkling.
“Uh, yeah. For about two weeks.” I grimace.
“Why haven’t you said anything? I’ve been waiting for you to tell me what you’re looking for, Little Bird. I’m not trying to scare you away. I know how unconventional this is. We’ve talked about it. I would be thrilled if this became more than just fun. You feel right to me. My omega instincts tell me you are mine and I’m yours, and the thought of you needing another pack or a service for a heat makes me insanely jealous.”
My breath catches in my throat. He said I’m his. I don’t think I’ve ever felt like I’ve belonged to someone before. But I do feel the connection with River, like he’s mine. That makes me feel all tingly in all the right places. My slick drips out of me, lubricating his quickly hardening cock. Guess he knows how good that sounds to me now. His eyes hold a heat burning in them as he looks at me and raises a brow. My lids lower as I watch his tongue come out and swipe his bottom lip. He’s so fucking pretty.
“I am well aware that you want me, Ripley Jacobs, believe that. I’ve felt it, smelled it, fucking tasted it. There’s no mistaking the fact that you want me and godsdamn that feels good. To have an omega want me, not for my alphas, but for me. I know you feel something for them, just like I know they feel pulled to you. But, strangely, I’m... okay with it. It doesn’t bother me to think of them with you. If anything, I can’t wait for that to happen if it does. I hope you find everything you need with us. I know an omega pairing is going to catch some eyes. Everyone will expect us to go at each other’s throats at any minute.” He sighs.
I sit up a little straighter, running my hands up and down his chest. The movement makes us both groan as he glides through my lower lips and rubs against my swollen nub. I think I might be a little addicted to him now. My perfume floods out, which then causes his to spread around and mingle with mine.
“If you don’t stop, I won’t be able to finish what we’re talking about. So, I think we need to-” His words cut off as I glide my hips back and forth teasingly, his pierced crown poking out with each motion backward.
“Little Bird,” he warns.
I don’t know why I can’t make myself stop. Part of me just doesn’t want to. Yes, we need to finish this conversation, but sitting here, in his lap with his hard, thick length nestled so perfectly between my folds has me so needy that my hips have a mind of their own. My clit is already throbbing, so close to release even though he’s not even inside of me. My core clenches down on nothing, and I whimper, wanting him so severely again despite earlier.
“Just really quick, please. I-I need you.” My brow furrows and I bite my lip.
“Fuck. You look so pretty when you say ‘please’.” His thumb pulls my lip from my teeth, and I nip the pad before sucking it into my mouth and swirling my tongue around it.
His eyes latch onto the motion, watching me suck the digit with so much hunger in his gaze. While he’s distracted, I carefully ride up and slip him inside of me before he can say anything else, clenching my internal muscles as I glide down and my pelvis hits his. I grind my clit down against him and moan. His head falls back against the couch, his hands gripping my ass.
“You are such a little minx.” He grunts out as I rise and fall back down, slowly at first, enjoying the way he feels inside of me.
He leans forward and wraps his lips around a nipple and nips it, sending a bite of pain through, but it’s replaced with pleasure once he licks it better. I moan as he sucks lightly, twirling his tongue around the puckered nipple before moving to the other. My grinding slows as I enjoy his lips wrapped around me, clasping his head against my chest. Finally, River takes over and pistons his hips into me from below, fucking me, chasing his own orgasm while also working on bringing mine out.
“You feel so good and right.” I pant into his ear, keeping his head to my chest, practically suffocating him. He doesn’t complain, just breathes me in, licking my skin like his favorite candy.
His thrusts become erratic, stuttering until I feel his warmth coat my walls. That sends me into my own orgasm, my pussy clenching him tight, ringing out everything he has to offer. My slick and his come as it leaks out of me coats his lap, making us glide against each other smoothly. It’s messy, carnal, and beyond hot to me. I smell like him, and he most definitely smells like me. I love it.
