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And after that? Well, I went on dates for the first two years of undergrad. But I wasn’t interested in casual hookups, unlike most of the guys I met, who very muchwere. And I didn’t really have time to date anyway, because I was so busy trying to grind my way to the top of my class.
Then, when Ididfinally try to start dating a year or two ago, it just never happened. To the point where I’m truly convinced that I’m cursed when it comes to meeting guys.
They’d never call me back. Or they’d stand me up. Or we’d have a great time getting a drink or a bite to eat and then they’d inexplicably ghost me forever.
Which is how I’ve gotten to the age of twenty-one, and only now am finding myself on my knees about to give my first blowjob.
And Jesus Christ, look at him. It’s like learning to ride a bike on a Grand Prix motorcycle.
But I’m determined to do this. I also, much as I hate to admit it,wantto do this. So I open my jaw as wide as I possibly can, shivering at the delicious feel of his hand gripping my hair tightly. He’s not shoving me down. He’s not forcing me. But the pressure and the control are there.
And they’re pushing every fucking button I have.
The thick, velvety head slips into my mouth. I moan, feeling him stretch my lips wide as my tongue drags over the underside.
“Close your mouth around it,” he growls. “Andsuck.”
When he groans after I start, an emboldened feeling throbs in my core. So I carry on doing it, thrilled at the way he hisses in pleasure, and at the way his hips rise and fall.
“Use your tongue more. Against the underside.Fuck yes, just like that…” he growls.
He must know I’ve never done this before. Or at least, that I’m not very experienced. Because he’s giving me all this direction. But he’s not belittling me about it. He’s not mocking me or anything.
And the directions are…hot. It’s also hot, ridiculously so, when his fist tightens at the back of my head and his hips start to thrust. He’s not choking me or anything, but he’s stopping just short of that as he shallowly fucks my mouth, sliding his cock over my tongue.
Using me. Using my mouth to get off. Which maybe should feel demeaning. Okay, itdefinitelyshould feel demeaning.
But it doesn’t.
It feels amazing.
“There’smy good little free use toy,” Gavan groans. He reaches down, pushing my bra down and spilling my smallish breasts into his hand. He rolls my nipples between his thumb and his forefinger, making me whimper as his cock hits the back of my throat.
He thrusts a few more times shallowly before his fist pulls my hair back, sliding my mouth wetly from his glistening cock.
“I think you need to kiss them all better after kicking them the other night.”
I shiver with heat as he pulls my mouth down his shaft, letting my lips slide across his cock before they get to his heavy, full balls.
“Kiss them.”
I do, pursing my wet lips together and kissing first one and then the other.
“Now stick out your tongue.”
He groans when I do, tracing over one of the orbs.
“Lick them like a good girl.”
Gavan hisses again in pleasure. It only fuels me on as I start to lick and suck gently on his balls, alternating between them. His fist tightens in my hair again, pulling my mouth right against them with his pulsing cock draped hot against my face.
“Harder.”
I moan, sucking and slurping on his balls and kind of making a mess with my spit. He’s not angry. If anything, it’s turning him on even more.
Honestly? It’s turningme oneven more.
It’s somehow even dirtier than a blowjob, sucking on his balls like this. It feels even more erotic, more intimate in a weird way.
