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“Fuck.” I squeezed my eyes shut, feeling him over me, the heat from his body. “You’re having way too fun much right now.”
He let out a bark of laughter. “Maybe. But it’s not like I’m the only one.”
“Do you even know what a quicky is?”
“Sure. But where’s the fun in that? If I’m getting laid, then I’m going to enjoy every second of it.”
“Bet you enjoy it a lot.”
Shit. Why’d I say that?
He paused mid-slide. “Not as much as you probably think.” He resumed his pace, his voice annoyingly neutral again. “And not nearly as much as you, I bet.”
I bit back my snort of laughter. He’d lose that bet.
“Come on, G. Tell me what you want. I can do this forever.”
“Are you really going to make me say it every time?”
“Yup. I’m in the mood for something different tonight. If you want more, you have to ask for it.”
“You’re a bastard.”
“Maybe. But you know what to do if you don’t like it.”
I grumbled petulantly.
He dropped his weight onto me and pressed me into the mattress. “Now, this is how it’s going to go. I’m not going to do anything that you don’t explicitly ask for. You’re in control, G.”
“I don’t want to be in control,” I said sullenly. “I came here so you’d be in control.”
“I know. But that’s the thing. You came tome. You want me to get you out of your head, so you have two choices. Either you do it my way, or we stop.”
“I hate you.”
“Fine. But that doesn’t change anything. So, what’s it going to be? My way, or are we stopping?”
“Your way, asshole.”
“Good boy.” He pressed a kiss against my hair. “Now, what do you want?”
“Finish prepping me and fuck me.”
“Be more specific.”
“Gimme your fingers, then your cock.”
“Was that so hard?” He moved off me. “Get on your back.”
“What?” I froze.
“No more of this no-face-to-face shit. I don’t give a fuck if you close your eyes or whatever, but I’m over it. If you want this, you’re gonna have to let me look at you.”
Sandpaper lined my throat. I didn’t look at my partners because it kept things impersonal. Sex was for getting off with another person and not feeling alone for a few minutes.
But this thing with Caleb was way more than that. He’d already seen more of me than anyone. It seemed futile to try and keep things impersonal at this point.
Slowly, I flipped onto my back.
