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He kisses me again, like he can’t help himself, and when he finally pulls away, I ask the question that’s been on my mind since the orgasmic haze left my brain.
“I’m not just another girl you fucked around with in your car, right, Cam?”
He blinks at me, seemingly surprised by my question. “Hell no. I don’t think of you like that.”
“You don’t?”
Cam slowly shakes his head. “I don’t know what we’re doing, B, so all I can say is…be patient with me. I’m bound to say something stupid that’ll make you angry.”
I appreciate his honesty. It’s refreshing.
“That’s okay. I’m sure I’ll do something stupid too.” I rise up on my tiptoes and press my mouth to his, whispering against his lips, “Bye, Camden.”
Just before I turn and run all the way back to my apartment.
* * *
Havinga sexual encounter with Cam is just the invigorating experience I needed to put some excitement into my life and some hope in my deepest, most secret dreams. The ones that haunt me at night and make me think I might have a chance with Cam after all.
Well, when you end up grinding on his extremely thick dick while he makes you come with his fingers buried deep inside you, that gives a woman a lot of hope.
Especially me.
I spend the next few days in a haze. Doped up on the lusty feelings Cam brought out of me, praying I’ll come across him eventually. I spot Derek on Tuesday and dodge out of his line of vision, just before he catches sight of me, not in the mood to put up with the way he stares at my chest every single time we run into each other.
No thanks.
I see my brother everywhere I go and sometimes I even see him with Joanna, my new friend—and it seems like she’s his new ‘friend’ as well. It’s so obvious Knox is into her, and I’m pretty sure she’s into him as well, though I haven’t really talked to her about it.
I’m too busy, always on the hunt for Cam.
I run into Ace at the Student Center on Thursday, his smiling face a friendly reminder that he’s a good guy. He holds his arms out to me in greeting when he spots me, surrounded by a bunch of girls, and I walk straight into them, letting him hug me.
The girls are jealous. I can feel their energy radiating toward me when I pull out of his embrace, but I ignore them. I’m not interested in Ace that way. They can have him.
There’s someone else that I want.
“Looking good, Maguire,” Ace teases, always flirting.
“Right back at you,” I return, flirting just as much.
“Uh, just to let you know—your friend has been in an extra good mood lately,” Ace tells me.
My heart threatens to flutter right out of my chest at his words. “Oh, really?”
Ace nods. “Extra cheerful. Cracking jokes. Giving everyone shit, which is not his usual style, and always in a good-natured way. Hell, he even shouted encouraging words at me during practice and he normally has a permanent scowl on his face when he watches me play.”
Hmm. Cam is threatened by Ace, not that he’s ever told me that out loud. It just makes sense, and I understand his feelings. Ace is young and coming up through the ranks. He’ll take over Cam’s spot once Cam graduates, and of course, Cam wants to leave on top.
But what if Ace goes on to top him?
It won’t matter. Cam will be on to bigger and brighter things by then. I just know it.
I’m just not sure if Cam has as much faith in himself as I do.
It’s much later in the afternoon when Ifinallyrun into Cam. I’m out in the school parking lot, ready to jog around the track at the practice field—why did I never think of this idea before?—when I see Cam and Knox leaving practice together, heading straight for me.
I come to a stop and wait for them, disappointment filling me when I realize I came too late. They’re already leaving.
