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“Let’s get out of here.” The words escape her lips like music to my ears.
CHAPTER9
LAINEY
There issomething addictive about kissing Carter. Like our lips are meant for each other. Which is how we end up back in her car, driving across town to a beautiful hotel and running to the room together. Carter grabs our bags, insisting she doesn’t need any help. I grab the room key and walk in, the queen bed taking up most of the room. I walk over to the balcony and open the curtains, showing an amazing view of Portland.
“Wow.” I am impressed. Carter has really thought of everything this weekend. I have been too used to crappy dates with men but I am learning that with Carter, she pulls out all the stops.
“Do you want to freshen up or anything?”
“Yeah, I probably should,” I say shyly.
“Bathroom’s all yours.” Carter smiles.
I grab my bag from her and head to the bathroom. I feel like I am about to lose my virginity with how nervous I am. I mean technically I am, just with a woman. I open my bag and take out my toothbrush, deodorant, and wipe my face with a cool washcloth. I am attempting to calm my nerves but it seems useless. Carter is waiting on the other side of the door for us to finally have sex. And it isn’t like I don’t want to, because trust me I do. And it isn’t that I don’t trust Carter, because I trust her more than anyone else I’ve been with before. But it is the fact that I am venturing into something I’ve only seen done in porn. I mean what if I am bad at sex with women? What if Carter hates it and we have to stop seeing each other because she wants someone more experienced?
I place my hands on the counter and look in the mirror, taking three deep breaths. I am beautiful and Carter is lucky to have me, I try to convince myself. There is nothing wrong with being a little inexperienced, and Carter knows what she is getting into. I take a final deep breath before changing into the lingerie I bought specifically for tonight. It is a pink bodysuit with lace butterflies all over it that shows off all my curves. My breasts pop out the top and my ass looks fantastic. Opening the door, I watch as Carter’s jaw actually drops. I know that’s what people say happens, but I’ve never experienced it in my life and let me tell you, it’s eye opening. Carter catches her mouth from hanging open like she’d never seen a woman in lingerie before, and I let out a light laugh.
“Holy fuck,” she mumbles under her breath.
“Thank you.” I bite down on my bottom lip.
“Get over here.” Carter pulls my body to hers, our lips crashing against each other’s.
“Lainey, you lookamazing.” Her voice trails as she stands up from the bed and looks me over. It’s like she’s trying to commit this moment to memory or something.
“Thank you.” I blush. I feel like I am on display, which I don’t normally love but tonight, with Carter, I feel safe. She is looking at me like I am the most beautiful person she’s ever seen.
“Come here,” She takes my hand and then pulls me in close to her body. She presses her hand to my cheek, just under my chin, and looks in my eyes. Hers are this delicious chocolate brown, only highlighted by her dark curls with the red highlights.
“I-I’m a little nervous,” I admit.
“We can go at your pace, anything you want,” she whispers and waits for me to nod before leaning in to kiss me.
I don’t speak, instead I let her lips cover mine in every way. We kiss for what feels like forever, but is probably only a few moments. I lose track of everything when her lips are on mine. Carter’s hands stay on my face, not exploring my body like I am dying for her to. But she is taking this slow, slower than I had expected.
“I’m not going to break if you touch me,” I tease.
“I just want to savor you,” she whispers against my lips.
“Mmm,” I murmur, closing my eyes. She kisses me again, this time with more passion and way more tongue. My knees feel weak at the change of her kisses. Fuck, is kissing always supposed to feel this good? I’ve had good, but this is different than anything I’ve experienced before.
“I want you on the bed,” Carter whispers.
“O-okay.” I nod. I back up and climb onto the queen sized bed and throw the covers back. I sit on the bed, crossed legged, and wait for more instruction.
“Trust me?” Carter asks, and I nod.
“Of course.” I smile. Then she picks up her bag and starts pulling out a variety of sex toys. She must have thought ahead, way more than I had. She places them on the nightstand and I look at all of them wide eyed.Are they all for me? For tonight?
“Hey, they’re just options. We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do,” Carter reassures me.
“Okay.” I smile. I know I am safe with Carter, she’d never do anything to hurt me.
Carter climbs into the bed and pulls off her t-shirt in one swoop over her head. Something that is extremely sexy. She straddles my legs and pushes me back into the pillows. Her bra is black lace with a little bow in the middle, it looks girlier than I expected from her, but it’s cute. I want to take it off and take her breasts in my mouth but I stop myself. I want her to take charge here, I want to see what she has in mind for tonight.
So as she grinds on my hips through the thin pink lace, and I’m instantly wetter. She slides her hands across my collar bone, teasing me as she touches the tops of my breasts but stops before grabbing them. Fuck, I am tired of being teased. I just want to scream for her to touch me and fuck me already but I restrain myself. I want to savor my first time just as much as she does.
