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Once inside, he closed the door while I dropped my helmet next to it, and he hummed.
“Not there, Ethan. It has a place like everything else.” He gave me a long look, and I laughed, picking the helmet up again and stowing it on a hanger that he’d bought for our jackets and helmets.
He smiled and did the same before taking off his winter gear and putting it in its place, too. I did the same thing while he smiled at me. He wrapped his arms around my neck and laid a gentle, lazy kiss on my mouth. I sucked on his tongue, enjoying his taste. Hell, I fucking loved everything about him, and I couldn’t get enough.
“What are we going to have for dinner? No takeout. We’re trying to save. I can cook steak and veggies.” He brushed his nose against mine and sighed happily. “I finished my weekend homework already, so I’m all yours.”
I took a deep breath. For the last few months, we’d done everything together, whenever possible, and I’d loved every fucking minute. Everything, exceptonething Jonas had mentioned he’d wanted to do—but was okay withnotdoing if I never wanted to.
“How about you fuck me tonight?” I cleared my throat because the words came out gruffly.
Jonas froze and he raised his chin to stare up at me. “Are you.... Really?”
I nodded, unable to speak. It felt like a giant baseball had been shoved in my throat. Finally, I forced myself to saysomethingas he continued to stare at me, as though judging if I was joking or not. “Yeah. You said you wanted to try it.”
“I said it would be nice, but I don’t want you to be uncomfortable.” He laid a kiss on my jaw. “If you don’t want to, we can keep making love the way we always do. As long as I’m with you, Ethan, I’m happy.”
My heart jumped and warmth spread through me. Was this truly what it was like to love? No wonder some people go crazy once they lose it. I was going to do my damnedest to never lose Jonas again.
I cupped his face and slanted my mouth over his in a soft kiss that made him moan. “I want you inside me, baby.”
He let out a startled breath and kissed me harder. He slapped his hands to my chest and shoved me backward, and I let him push me in the direction of the bedroom. Our apartment only had three rooms—the joint kitchen and living room, the bathroom, and our bedroom, but it was the perfect size for us.
The entrance to our room was a sliding door, and he reached around me to grab the handle and shove it open, and it rolled across its hinges until it came to a stop at the other side.
I smirked at him and grabbed a fistful of his shirt, yanking him inside. He laughed as he stumbled over one of the shoes I’d left on the floor last night, and he pointed at it, but I waved my hand.
“I’ll pick it up later. Come fuck me, baby.” I kissed him hard, and he moaned with such neediness that my cock reacted purely from the guttural sound. Jonas was mine, and no matter how many times I thought about it, it didn’t quite seem real. My life felt like a dream. A fantasy.
We worked on each other’s clothes, and when he got my shirt off, he trailed kisses over my neck and down my chest, flicking his tongue against my right nipple. I groaned and slid my fingers through his hair, scraping my nails over his scalp.
He didn’t spend too much time torturing me, thank fuck, and went straight back to ripping off my clothes. I did the same until we were both naked. I took a step back to appreciate the hard lines of his body, which he continued to keep in shape at his school gym. I wanted to lick every inch of his skin, suck and nibble until he had my claim marks all over him.He’s mine, I reminded myself for the thousandth time.
Jonas flushed under my gaze and rubbed the side of his neck, smiling so sweetly that my heart slammed hard against my ribs. “I want this. I want to be inside you.”
“Come get it.” I walked backward, and he followed me, his hard cock bouncing. He licked his lips, and my gaze settled on his hard-on, not quite sure how I was going to take his length in my hole but willing to try for him. There weren’t many people in this life I would do just about anything for—actually, Jonas was now theonlyperson I would do literally anything for.
I smirked and grabbed my cock, stroking it as I fell back onto the bed, and he jumped on me. Laughing, I wrapped my arms around him and slammed my mouth over his, and he groaned, rocking his hard cock against mine for friction.
He was heavier than I’d expected, and it took me a moment to realize he’d never fully been on top of me this way. He’d ridden my cock, yes, but he’d never lain on me like a blanket, and I loved the warmth he provided.
Our kiss grew hotter, and I spread my legs, rolling my hips and causing him to whimper so prettily into my mouth.
“Can I?” he asked quietly, gaze flicking to the nightstand where our lube was.
“Yeah.” I kissed the corner of his lips. “Do it.”
He grinned and leaned over, opening the top drawer and tugging out the bottle. He sat back on his knees and stared down at me as he poured some lube onto his fingers. “I’ll prepare you as much as I can.”
I grunted. “Don’t. Just do the two fingers and that’s it. I can handle pain.”
“But—”
“Baby, I want you inside me. Sooner rather than later. Just shove the fingers in and get it over with so your cock can take over, huh?” I waggled my eyebrows at him.
He chewed on his bottom lip but nodded. I lifted my legs and hooked them around his waist, and he used the access I gave him to press a finger against my hole. He pushed in slowly and it didn’t hurt, but it wasweird. Not pleasurable. Not painful. Just weird as fuck.
When he was third-knuckle deep, he pulled back and began to add the second finger, and that was when the weirdness amped up to some pain. His digits were thick, and he spread my ass wider than it’d been before.
