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“Did you take us here last night?” I asked, cuddling up to his side as he lifted his arm.
“Fender did. I drank and couldn’t drive.”
Well, at least he was responsible enough not to drink and drive.
“What happened? I found you on the bathroom floor, sleeping. How long had you been in there?”
I shrugged. I didn’t remember anything after shutting the door behind me.
All I remembered was dreaming about that same exact scene I had witnessed before going into the bathroom.
“Nothing happened. That’s all that matters, right?” I turned my head to look up at him with a gentle smile. “Did you at least have fun with Nancy?”
He pursed his lips, then smirked. “What do you think? That girl can suck dick like a pro. Came five times last night.”
That’s possible?
I was exhausted after having just one orgasm. But then, I had no idea what it was like to orgasm any differently. I only ever played with my clit. I wasn’t sure sticking fingers inside myself would make me feel good.
But to be fully honest…I was scared to even try that out.
Jagger caressed my shoulder and pulled me closer to his side. “Stop frowning, Remi. You know I’d love to show you how good I could make you feel, but that would make you hate me.”
I furrowed my brows more. “How so?”
“You’d feel used. I love you, but I don’t think I could ever fuck someone I love. That would mess me up, you know? I don’t know what fucked up shit made me this way, but I can’t change it. Those demons are rooted deep down inside of me.”
Demons.
They all had them.
Hell, I had them. But I unlike him, I chose to ignore them.
“You know what I mean, don’t you?”
A small smile tugged at my lips. “Yes, I know. And it’s okay. I don’t want to lose you as a friend.”
I said those words way too often, but I meant them.
He kissed the top of my head, then wrapped both arms around me to hug me tight. “Good. I don’t want to lose you either.”
We stayed in bed for a little while, then he got a call from Rodney who needed his help with something.
It sounded serious, and so he left after getting dressed.
The house was empty. Agnes and Woodrow hadn’t come home last night, and all I could think about was Myra.
I hoped she could sleep somewhere safe and quiet. Poor baby grew up the same way I had, and I hadn’t always seen ponies and rainbows when I was little.
Then again, her father was the president of the Ruthless Knights. She was bound to grow up badass.
Just like I was supposed to, but apparently, something went terribly wrong.
I rolled my eyes at my thoughts beating myself down. I truly was my worst enemy. Maybe that was the reason why I didn’t feel as confident as other women my age.
I needed to think of something else.
After eating a quick lunch, I headed back upstairs and grabbed my laptop to curl up on my bed and watch a movie. It was raining outside and it was perfect weather to just stay at home and do nothing.
