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But then…what were we if not friends?

Yes, I had always had feelings for him, and while he told me before that I was his, I wasn’t so sure about his feelings for me.

“We’re fuck buddies.”

My jaw dropped and I quickly closed my mouth again, flustered and angry at what he said. He said that so damn casually.

I tried to contain myself.

That’s what he wanted me to be? His fuck buddy?

I felt my body heat up and my gut wrench. I felt sick. Oh God, I was going to throw up.

I gripped the sides of my chair tightly and looked away, and when I couldn’t sit still anymore, I got up and shook my head. “Then I’ve changed my mind. I do want you to leave.”

I grabbed my yogurt and coffee and walked over to the counter to dispose of it, and when I turned around, I saw him laughing.

“This isn’t funny, Fender. God, this was a mistake. I knew having that stupid crush on you was wrong. How could I not see that you would only use me?” I was being hysterical and I was making a fool out of myself in front of him but I couldn’t stop. “God, I let you take my virginity and—”

He was suddenly standing in front of me and his hands grabbed the sides of my face. I curled my nose and shoved at his chest, wanting him to let go. “Stop!”

But he didn’t. Instead, he kissed me hard. I needed a moment to wrap my head around what was happening. I was mad at him for suggesting that we were just two people who fucked. I hated the thought of that. I wasn’t a damn sweet butt.

I stared at him with wide eyes as he broke the kiss. “I’m just messing with you, Remedy. Taking the purest fucking thing from you would’ve only been a mistake if I didn’t respect you. You gave yourself to me. Let me fuck that sweet pussy and claim it. And I fucking cherish you for that. I told you before, baby. I’m not easy. Not many can handle me, let alone make me feel things I rarely feel. But you can. Hell, baby, I want you. I’m not using you. I need you. Do you understand?”

He stared right into my soul, making all the anger inside of me disappear. I let his words linger for a moment, and once I accepted everything he said, I slapped his chest. “Don’t EVER do that again! I don’t like being messed with.”

He laughed and grabbed both my wrists, holding my fists pressed against his chest. He leaned in closer until his lips grazed mine. “That’s too damn bad, baby. You’ll have to deal with me from now on.”

Chapter 28

FENDER

It was hard to admit to myself that I had feelings for Remedy. Feelings that I had fought off weeks ago but now couldn’t stop from taking over my whole damn body and mind.

She was all I thought about while I was away the past week, and while I did have the video of her fingering herself, I couldn’t go one more day of watching it. I needed to finally feel her pussy clench around my dick.

I brought her upstairs and found her bedroom where I made her undress and lie down on the bed.

She watched me as I took of my clothes, and I took my time because I loved how the desire in her eyes grew with each item I got rid of.

I smirked, pushing my boxer briefs slowly down my hips and over my bulge. “I love looking at your body, baby, but I’d really like for you to kneel in front of me and suck my dick with that pretty mouth.”

She bit her bottom lip and sat back up, studying my body carefully. I wrapped my hand around my base and started stroking my dick, waiting for her to position herself in front of me.

She knelt at the end of the bed and placed one hand on my stomach. Her gaze dropped to my dick, then she looked up again through her long lashes. “I don’t think I’ll be good at this but I will try my best.”

I chuckled and cupped her face, running my thumb along her cheek. “Don’t think you can do anything wrong, baby. I’ll guide you through it if you need me to.”

She gave a quick nod, then her gaze was back on my cock. She leaned in closer and put her hand on mine, and I moved it so she was touching my hardness.

“Squeeze it. Stroke it slowly,” I instructed her.

She moved her hand along my length, squeezing my tip gently, then it moved back down and her fingertips grazed my balls.

I clenched my jaw. “Harder, baby.”

I wanted her to take this slow at first, but that wasn’t going to fucking happen.

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