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Her hands immediately go to her chest, and I wonder if I should have even said anything. “Oh, my God, you have a girlfriend. You were lying when you said there’s no one else!”
Anxiety builds in my throat. “Are you kidding? I can’t even handle one girl, let alone two. I’ve never even had a girlfriend.”
Those chocolate eyes dismantle me. “Then I want to be your first.”
“You want to be my girlfriend?” The question comes out more like a gulp.
“Definitely.” She laughs again, that warm sweet sound, and kisses me hard. “Don’t you want to pop your girlfriend cherry? With me?”
I know she’s searching for confirmation, but I also know that she’s the sort of person who has gotten bossed around. A lot. The kind of girl who has things decided for her. I pull away, searching her eyes. “I’ll never try to make you do anything, Elowyn. I promise you that. But I don’t know how to make love. I like to say things… do things…”
Her attention flies to me. “What kind of things? LikeFifty Shades of Grey? You don’t want to choke me or whip me, do you?”
I give my head a violent shake. “Nah, not anything like that. I guess I like things a little bit rougher than normal. You’re so delicate and soft. Such a good girl. I’m not sure you can handle it when I take you as far as I want to.”
Her lips twist. “How do you know I can’t be a bad girl? How do you know that’s not the way I like it too?”
My breath is hot as it passes my lips. “Do you?”
She bites her bottom lip as my dick thickens. Elowyn—the girl I want more than I’ve ever wanted anything in my entire life—is in my fucking bed with her nipples as hard as ice picks underneath that oh-so-innocent pink top. “I guess I don’t know. But I want to try all the things with you. I want to beyourbad girl. How about you do what feels right, and if I don’t like it, I’ll let you know right away?”
When I picture doing even half the things I want to do with Elowyn, my skin feels too hot, tingling and tightening. “I just want you to be happy.”
“Thank you, Weston. You don’t know how much that means to me.” She looks away, tears welling up in her eyes, and smiles. “Now can you please get on with this already? I’ve never been very good at seduction. I’m dying here.”
I get to work, kissing my way down the soft skin of her throat. When I reach her chest, I push the strap of her tank top over her shoulder, bringing my lips to that dip above her collarbone.
When she moans and leans in, I say, “I’m gonna fuck you so good, baby.”
My last few hook-ups have been one-night stands, quick fumbles with a girl in the dark whose name I didn’t much care to know and I knew I would never see again. This is different. Not only is Elowyn someone I can’t run from, but she’s someone I want to keep around. I can’t mess this up. I have to make it good for her. So, so good.
I’m not very well-versed with flowery words. But I can use all my dirty words.
And I know how to use my body. I can worship her with my hands and mouth until she forgets some of the layers of pain clinging to her. Maybe if I give everything I have to Elowyn, I can lose some of my trauma too.
So even though every strand of self-control inside me screams to let them snap, I move gently at first, trying to follow her lead as much as possible. Over the years, I’ve learned to tame the feral clawing at my insides. I don’t take her shirt off until I feel her fingers reach for the bottom of mine. Only then do I reach around behind her and unhook her bra.
Once her curvy flesh creates a feast for my eyes, I suck in a ragged inhale. “God, you’re gorgeous, Elowyn. Do you even know what you do to me?”
Her eyes flutter closed. Kneeling over her, watching the way the afternoon sun comes through the blinds and lands along her skin, I feel like the luckiest guy in the world. Hypnotized, I almost forget to touch her at all, until she bites her lip beneath me, arching slightly up against my hips.
Bending down, I kiss my way around her breast, softly scraping my teeth along the skin, until I take one of her nipples into my mouth. I nip at her with my lips, then again with my teeth. The whisper-gasp that falls out of her mouth is the best sound I’ve ever heard. If I never get to do this again, hearing it one time is enough.
I could get addicted to it though, as she exhales again, my hand palming at her other breast. Everything about her is beautiful, from the curvature of her throat to the small freckles along her collarbone. And every inch of her responds to my touch, a ripple of goosebumps forming wherever my hands or lips go. Like I’m drawing a map along her skin.
From the first touch of her silky flesh—the first breath inhaling her scent—the first tiny hiss of her pleasure, I’ve been lost to Elowyn, the girl I don’t deserve.
Her shorts are tiny enough that I can skim my hand along the inside of her thigh and feel the fabric of her underwear against my fingertips, gently pushing it to the side. I brush against her wetness, watching the way her eyes widen at the contact, a small smile and slight blush spreading across her cheeks.
“Is this okay?” I ask, making sure to keep my touches light. “I want you to feel good, Elowyn.”
“It would be a lot more than okay if you’d stop teasing me like that,” she bites back with a laugh. “You promised me hard and rough. You’re being so gentle. Too gentle.”
It lightens the mood, so much pressure suddenly lifting from my shoulders. I forget that I know her, that this is the same Elowyn who laughs at my strange attempts at humor and eats cheese fries by the fistful in the middle of her shift. She takes care of me every chance she gets. She’s stronger than even she knows. She may look like an angel, but she’s also my friend. My only friend.
After I shimmy her shorts down and sweep them away along with her panties, my fingertips move to her juicy thighs, and I squeeze until she groans, opening her legs wide so I can stare at her slick heat. God, I want to get my mouth on her. “Think you can take it?”
Her eyes widen. “What do you want to do to me, Weston?”
