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“I don’t know. I’ve only had sex a few times. Once when I was nineteen. And then with the others just recently,” I admit, and Jer grins.
“That’s okay, hotcakes. There’s time for us to learn all the dirty things that turn you on.” Jer’s words put me at ease but also excite me.
Resistance is futile.
CHAPTERTHIRTY-FOUR
I take a deep breath as the three of us head to the car. Times like this, I wish I had a phone, so I could google their kinks.
I want to give them what they want, but can I do it without feeling like a shitty person? Only one way to find out.
“Sit in the back,” I say softly to Jer, unable to look at him. How do you degrade someone without…being cruel?
The sharp inhale from him has me peeking at him through my hair. There’s no denying the hard-on pressing against his jeans. That wasn’t so bad. I can be bossy.
“Open my door, Jeremiah,” I say with a little more volume than before. He does as I say, and when he reaches out to touch me, I stop him. “Ask permission.” I lift my brow, and he dips his head.
“Please, can I help you into the car?”
“No.” I push past him and take my seat. Zach is already in the driver's seat, and he’s grinning like a madman when I look over at him. “Shut it,” I growl, and he chuckles.
When Zach reaches over, and pulls me in for a kiss, I let him. “You’re doing great, bluebird. He has a safe word. If you say something that hurts him, he’ll use it. Hell, degradation isn’t my thing, and even I’m hard as steel.”
I shove his chest away, so I can hide my blush and rub my thighs together.
“So hot,” Jer agrees quietly, and I glare at him over my shoulder.
“Did I give you permission to speak?” my words have his mouth snapping shut, but the lust in his eyes is unmistakable. “Hands in your lap. No touching,” I say, nodding to the bulge in his pants. He can’t contain his smile, and it’s a relief to see it.
“Think of it as foreplay. You won’t always talk to him like this,” Zach says quietly after I’m silent for a little too long.
I look behind me and find Jer staring at me. His hands are suspiciously close to his dick, and I glare.
“Sit on your hands,” I tell him, and he grins as he does as I commanded. “If I said I can touch you whenever I want, but you can’t do the same…” Jer’s head lowers. He keeps his eyes on me but doesn’t speak. “Tell me. Say it.”
“It turns me on,” he says simply.
“And if I told you to kiss my feet while you bow to me on your knees?” I’m just trying to understand him better before we’re in a more compromising position. Like naked in a bed.
“Probably come in my pants.” He says it so seriously that I just stare at him for a moment.
“What else?”
“Whatever you're comfortable with.” He tips his chin lower, keeping his eyes on me.
“We can go slow?” I confirm, and he nods. I turn back around in my seat and relax into the leather. I’m nervous, worried I’ll mess this up, but excited they trust me enough to share this part of themselves with me.
We make it to their house in record time, but it’s dark, and I’m too anxious to look around. Once we’re inside, I turn to Zach and kiss him hard. I need to distract myself before I end up chickening out. Jer stands close by, keeping his hands to himself, and never says a word.
I lead Zach to the couch, push him down, and turn to Jer. “Take your clothes off,” I whisper.
Jer doesn’t hesitate, and for a long moment, I just admire his body. His tattoos are colorful and chaotic, just like him. His nipples are pierced, and when he removes his pants and boxers in one go, I see his cock is pierced, too.
He’s hard, and the three barbells on the underside steal all of my attention. I stare. I can’t help it.
“That’s unexpected,” I murmur, gesturing to his dick. Both men chuckle, and I glare. “On your knees,” I demand. Again, Jer doesn’t hesitate. Slowly, I remove each layer of my clothes, until I’m standing between the two men, completely naked.
Zach must sense my nerves because he comes up behind me, caressing the sides of my arms softly. He runs his fingers across my skin so lightly that I shiver. When his hands move across my chest, and he circles around my nipples, I lean back into him. My back arches, and I try to move, so his fingers go where I need them, but he denies me.
