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His weight coming down on top of me is enough to cause the box under us to collapse withing the first few thrusts, but he doesn’t miss a beat as he presses me into the cold concrete floor and fucks me hard from behind.
I need it badly.
Clawing, scratching, aching pleasure.
I know I’m going to be sore from this tomorrow, but I live for the moment when I’m with Nikolai. I have no clue how many more chances we’ll get before we’re back in the United Sates, and past that there’s no guarantee I’ll ever see him again.
The idea of getting my heart broken makes the sex better, though, heightening my emotions as pleasure takes over my body. It’s a fucked up thing to imagine, but I can hardly care when I’m getting pounded into another dimension.
Pure, unfiltered pleasure bubbles up like a beer poured too hard, overflowing over the sides of my brain and splashing down into my body. I’m flooded by it, no longer aware of the cold, hard floor beneath me. No longer able to do anything but release the tension that’s been building in me since the last time we had sex.
Nikolai’s release triggers mine. The swell of his cock, the way he groans into my ear as he pumps his cum inside of me. It’s the ultimate fantasy come to life, one that I’ll never get tired of.
Nikolai collapses onto me, pressing me into the floor, merging our bodies until our heartbeats unify, and the world around us stabilizes. “Fuck, you’re so good,” he whispers into my ear.
I shudder, my body surrendering to his words.
30
Dream
As the day of the big attack approaches, the banter between the guys in the house turns to a quiet tension. Eddy is mostly back to his old self again, but there’s a part of him that’s changed. He’s more serious and mature than he used to be.
I hesitate to say that his experience with the Cartel has been for the better, but he certainly seems to have grown as a person because of it.
He’s focused on the mission ahead, which is something we should share, but the gravity of it pales in comparison to what I’m facing at home.
Something that could’ve been prevented if I was more careful.
The calendar on my phone seems to mock me, the days between my period stretching out much longer than they usually do. It could be from the stress, but I’ve never been this late.
Could I be pregnant?
My eyes flicker over to Nikolai, who’s huddled in the corner of the living room with a book in his hands, smoking a cigar as he tries to distract himself from the mission ahead. He’s been like that for days, glued to the sofa beside Jasha. Occasionally, they’ll play a game of chess, but most of the time they’re just sitting in silence.
Eddy joins them quite often, but today he’s outside in the garden getting some sun. He told me that, after being locked up inside for so long by the Cartel, all he wants to do is be outside. Freedom is sweeter once you’ve experienced the alternative.
I leave the brothers to dwell in their brooding silence and smoke, heading out to join Eddy. I did a pretty big favor for him, so I think it’s appropriate to ask for something in return.
I find him lying down on his back in the grass, his eyes closed and his expression blank. The first time I saw him like this, I thought he was dead, but this time I’m worried about something entirely different.
“Eddy, can I talk to you?” I ask, my voice breaking the silence.
Without opening his eyes, he answers, “What’s up?”
“You know how I told you that Nikolai and I were kind of a thing,” I begin, weaving my fingers together.
He opens his eyes and sits up, blinking at me like he just woke up from a long nap. “Kind ofa thing? You’re practically glued at the hip, so please tell me you’re not breaking up. That’s going to make this shit a lot more complicated.”
I shake my head. “No, no. Nothing like that.”
“Then what?”
“Well, if you’ll let me finish…”
“Okay, okay,” he says, putting his hands up. “Go ahead. I’m listening.”
I draw in a deep breath, steadying myself. “I might be… Well, probably am… maybe… pregnant?”
