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“Olivia,” he repeated, grinning congenially, stooping down over the book and scrawling out his name and a concise message on the title page. “What a lovely name,” he added, and then looked up into my face as he returned the copy to my hand. I swear to God I felt my heart stop in that moment, and all the breath seemed to drain out of me in one fell swoop. He, somehow, seemed nearly as astonished as I was by the moment, and it felt like an eternity before he said, with an almost dreamy quality to his voice, “You have such... Lovely eyes...”
Accordingly, I found the lashes fluttering rapidly in response, nearly making me dizzy, before replying, dumbfounded, “Th-th-thank you...” and scrambling from the line as quickly as possible.
I could feel my cheeks glowing red hot as I scurried away from the line, clutching the book to my breasts, noting the relentless pounding of my heart up against it, and feeling as though I might seriously melt into a puddle on the spot. My hands, I noticed, were shaking, and I felt as though I were wading through a dream as I drifted toward the store's entrance, my mind spinning, already beginning to replay the scene that had just taken place, again and again and again and again, analyzing every last minute detail to excess.
And suddenly I was gasping, in response to the application of a hand upon my shoulder, making my blood run cold, and causing the minute hairs adorning my body to all stand up on end. I tore rapidly around, and shivered at the sight of one of the event security guards leering at me, looking mighty damn intimidating, with a blank, unreadable expression painted across his face, but which, in my fright, I concluded without evidence to be a look of malice, chastisement. My mind did a little bit of mixing and matching of reality as I tried to figure out what the hell he could think I'd done wrong, and I found myself equating the event security with the security of the store itself, which in turn led my thoughts promptly to the paperback clutched firmly in my grip.
“Oh! No, I, I swear I payed for this... This is my personal copy...” At this, the security guard's expression imitated that of Mr. Benton, peeling away into one of light, friendly amusement at my bewilderment, and in response to my continued befuddlement he held out a hand with a slip of paper in it.
“Mr. Benton has expressed interest in having dinner with you at some point, if such a proposal interests you in any way. He would very much like you to call him if that is the case. Here is his number...”
Needless to say, if I was flabbergasted before, I was absolutely floored at this point... I stared at the number in the man's outstretched hand, and took it rather dumbly, my eyes just about crossing as I tried to make out the series of numbers scrawled across the paper, yet somehow I felt certain that this was absolutely, without a doubt, the author's real, genuine phone number. This was, in short, no joke...
I stood there for a moment, not saying a single word to the security guard as I stared, astonished at the number, and once again he smiled at me, before turning around, and making his way back in the direction of Mr. Benton though the throng of over-eager women surrounding him.
I couldn't believe it... I didn't believe it...
I drifted from the store like a phantom, moving at what can only be described as a snail's pace, my mind reeling as I struggled to make heads or tails of whatever the hell had just happened.
It was several days before I worked up the nerve to call my unexpected suitor. It took a herculean effort, fazed as I was as I tried to imagine what the hell such a rich, powerful, attractive billionaire might have seen in me that might lead him to asking me to dinner. It was precisely the sort of thing I'd fantasized about, time and time again, and which I'd firmly believed could never in fact be a possibility were hell to freeze over. And yet here it was, happening, as real as anything, the situation simply hinging on my willingness to overcome my sheepish emotions and dial the man's phone number.
At last, I managed to work up some semblance of just such a nerve, stonily putting the number into my phone, and taking about another fifteen minutes before I got around to hitting the talk button to put the call through. I honestly, at this point, don't even remember what the hell the conversation must have consisted of, other than my certainty of the fact that there must have been more stammering on my part than you could possibly shake a stick at. But, miraculously, I managed to set a time and location with him, and the next thing I knew, aside, of course, from hours upon hours of obsessing over what I should wear for the evening, I was sitting across from my billionaire suitor, peering, disbelieving into his dark, mysterious eyes.
I drank a lot of wine that night...
We were at a plush, expensive restaurant, dimly lit, thank God, although I'm certain he could see my cheeks glowing red across the table at him all the same, light or no light. He, of course, largely took the lead in terms of conversation, plying me with casual enough questions which I answered automatically, giving fairly basic responses as I shivered beneath his gaze, and occasionally droning on on long tangents that I'm sure did more to lull him toward sleep than they did answer his questions. Yet, nonetheless, his interest never seemed to wane from the conversation as I rambled my way along, his eyes following my lips carefully as I spoke, a fact which, I can't deny, aroused me somewhat, although I knew that getting my hopes up in such a manner was about the stupidest thing I could have done at that point in time.
I was absolutely floored by how thoroughly his interest in me seemed to be rooted, able, as I'm certain he was, to have any woman in the world of his choosing, and yet somehow electing for such a plain, unassuming woman as myself to enjoy a meal with him at least- and, my mind perhaps jumping to the conclusion rather abruptly, pursuing her romantically...
At last, at what seemed an appropriate enough silence in the conversation, I cleared my throat, dabbing away at my lips with my cloth napkin, and looked at him for a long moment. I asked, carefully, if it was okay with him for me to do so, might I inquire as to what it was about myself that served as a point of attraction for him? I asked it in a way that didn't too badly denigrate me, nothing like “Why the hell would you choose me?”, but in as casual a manner as possible.
Once again there was that smile, almost patronizing, to be honest, but it was hard for me to feel too offended by it, as he stared off into the middle distance, considering how to answer such a query, and, I could tell, weighing his words carefully. “Well... That's a difficult question to answer,” he said, which was kind of an ambiguous, potentially disheartening response. He seemed to realize this, though, and quickly corrected himself, “Well, obviously, there's your beauty... I'm absolutely mesmerized when I look into your eyes...” I blushed, and he continued, “But beauty is only skin deep... I could go on for hours about all the little things that attract me to you in that sense-” (I wouldn't have minded a damn bit if he had-) “But to dwell too long on those sorts of things would be minimizing my true feelings for you, the deeper sort of attraction I felt toward you almost the instant I first had the privilege of laying eyes on you.” This, no surprise, did a pretty good job of lighting me up inside, and I began to feel a little bit more confidence in myself. He continued, then, “I... Suppose... You might say... I find that you possess a certain sort of... Innate lure... A hold over me... Even I can't fully put my finger on what the exact words are to describe it, other than simply a feeling... A feeling that, perhaps, might just seem a trifle bit brash to most to act upon so suddenly, or to give the amount of stock that I did. But, for lack of a better way of putting it- the instant I saw you,it was like seeing all of the best qualities I ever write into my female characters, all epitomized in the form of one single, beautiful human being... Your gentility, your grace, your ease of manner... And, I suppose, that's the best answer I can really think to give you. I'm sure, by all means, that it's an incomplete response, but... But...”
And suddenly his words were cut short. I astonished myself, outright blowing my own expectations out of the water, by leaning in across the table, without warning, and planting my lips greedily onto his. It was completely brash, completely foolish of me, I know, and I knew then just as fully. But it wasn't so much a choice on my part as it was an outright magnetic pull, a drawing of my body toward him in automatic response, after hearing the words that I had for so long burned to hear someone say to me, the admonishment that I'd craved for so much of my life, heaped upon me without warning by my ideal man, his charm to indelible for me to be able to resist it any longer.
And why the hell should I?
I savored the taste of his lips, the first kiss I could ever recall experiencing with any genuine sense of love behind it- all others before them mere delusions, me convincing myself that they meant something, but knowing this full well not to be the case. It may have been early, now, but I was no less sure of the fact of my love for him because of it, and he, upon accustoming himself to the taste of my lips on his own, and riding through the initial shock of the act, responded accordingly. Our faces positively melted into one another. He reached up, putting his warm palm on my cheek, and cradling my head in his hand, gently caressing my skin with his fingers as he did so. I could feel myself swooning over him, perhaps urged on into doing so by the abundance of alcohol in my system, but my stomach doing somersaults over itself whatever the case happened to be.
The kiss, our very first kiss, but far, far from our last, seemed to go on for ages, smoldering on and on and on interminably, making me lightheaded, making my body tingle with sensation, and making me crave more, more, more as the moments slipped by.
Finally, after some immeasurable amount of time, the two of us pulled apart, and I peered into my lover's eyes, eyelashes fluttering girlishly, my breasts heaving wildly as I struggled to maintain my breath. This time, when he smiled, there was so much warmth to it that I nearly melted onto my chair like a pat of butter, and I thought for certain that his gaze would destroy me if I peered into it for long.
And soon- I was on my way back to his place...
Arthur made the request carefully, knowing that, perhaps, to some women, the prospect may be a bit too soon to indulge, but defending himself by saying that what he'd been feeling for me had been stronger than anything he'd ever felt for a woman, and though he hoped that he wasn't moving to fast in asking, he would very much love to have that sort of connection with me.
Naturally, I went along with the proposal without hesitation, as enthusiastic about as him as I was...
I was in awe the moment we stepped into his apartment- the place was, somewhat predictably, huge, his primary residence when staying in the city, and so lavishly furnished that I felt as though I'd stepped into a dream. Like so many other things about me up to this point, I think my astonishment at the place amused him, maybe even turned him on just a little bit, but I didn't care how naïve it made me look. It felt like something out of a fairy tale, and I couldn't believe how abruptly my life had turned on its head, and how little this current scene resembled anything in my existence up to this point.
“It- it's beautiful,” I stammered, slack-jawed and stupefied. And suddenly I felt the world turning around me, as he grabbed me by the hand and twirled me into him, glaring lustfully in my eyes, and saying, in a low voice, “So are you...”
It was cheesy, I know. But what the hell do you expect from a romance author?
At any rate, it quite frankly did the trick for me in that moment, and I could feel my body tingle in response to such overt advances. This time when he kissed me, he tugged my body thoroughly into himself, hugging me so tightly that he might be wishing to consume me somehow, as up above he inhaled my open mouth, kissing me, seeming starved for the taste of my body on his lips. The heat of his anatomy glowed, radiating into me, simultaneously warming and chilling me to my very core, making me cringe with delight and anticipation as he pulled me deeper, deeper, deeper toward himself. I sighed, admittedly swooning at his efforts, and had to pull my lips away from him for a moment, winded, and terribly bashful.
He let me catch my breath, but then immediately commenced right where he'd left off, unwilling to stop for the life of him at this point. His skull drifted into mine, our lips collided, and he sucked on my mouth as though to pull out my soul from my body through my oral cavity. I whimpered, and my eyelashes fluttered gently shut, allowing me to focus solely on the unrefined pleasure of intimacy, the sensations crackling through my gums as his tongue seeped into my open mouth. It twirled through the warm, wet cavern of my gullet, seeping so far back into my throat that I nearly choked on it, and I could feel my body ringing in response to the sheer beauty of his actions. My own tongue, almost of its own volition, began to react, wrestling with his, twisting up into it, our two units nearly tying themselves together as we kissed and suckled together, and saliva pouring from mouth to mouth and back again as we carried on fervently.
