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My eyes narrowed. “Why not?”
“I’m serious, Bash.” She rubbed at her face with her hand. “No one can know we’re having sex.”
“Okay. I promise, Lacey, I won’t tell anyone.”
She stared at me for a long moment. “I’ll only do it on one condition.”
I was almost scared to ask. “What?”
A flash of nervousness crossed her face. “I want you to be my Dom.”
I didn’t know what I was expecting her to say, but it was not that. It took a few seconds for my brain to even figure out what she meant. I still wasn’t entirely sure. “Uh, I don’t know. I have an idea of what you mean, but I know nothing about that kind of stuff. You’re talking latex and whips? That kind of thing?”
Her cheeks pinked. “I want to experiment. In bed. I want you to take care of all my fantasies. As my Dom.”
I had to tread carefully here. “I’d love to experiment in bed with you, Lace. I’d do whatever you wanted. But a dom? I don’t know how to do that.”
She was picking at the sheets, not able to meet my eyes. “You are very dominant in bed. The things you do...”
My brows knitted. “That’s just being a guy.”
She looked up at me. “No, not every guy is. You’re naturally dominant. For my whole life, I’ve ended up dominating most men in bed and you know what? I don’t like it. It doesn’t turn me on. I give any order and they follow it. In my professional life, too. All day, I make decisions. I make demands. I command. And they follow it. You hold me down and fuck me hard. It feels so good. Like you wouldn’t let me up. You just take what you want.”
I ran a hand through my hair. “Jesus Christ, you make it sound like rape.”
“No, you would have stopped if that’s what I wanted. There’s a difference. If you were my Dom, there would be safe words, and it’s all worked out beforehand. The likes and dislikes. The limits. And I’d only want you to be my Dom in the bedroom. During scenes. Playtime.” The more she talked, the more confident she sounded. “It’s a kink I have, and I’d like to explore it with you. Only if you were comfortable with it, of course. We’d take it slow and figure it out together. I trust you, Sebastian. We’ve known each other for a long time; I know what a good guy you are. And obviously, you’re attractive and skilled in bed.”
I wasn’t sure what the fuck I was getting into, but I knew I’d do it for her. “So, we’d have sex again? Actual sex? Or are we talking only whips and chains?”
Her hair was all mussed up and her face was glowing. As she was growing excited about the topic, the sheet was slipping down her body and showing off her gorgeous tits again. I’d never seen her more beautiful.
“Playtime doesn’t have to always involve sex, but apparently, I like sensual BDSM. So yeah, I enjoy the sex parts of it. If you ordered me to mop the floors or clean toilets, I’d tell you to fuck off. But slap some restraints on me and give me some sexy commands, and I’m your little whore.”
A drop of unease teased my mind. I was jealous. It sounded like she’d done this before. I had to know. “You’ve done this before? With someone else?”
“I had a Da—uh, dom, I mean, for a while, who was very experienced. He was introducing me to the lifestyle, and the experience taught me so many things that I didn’t even know about myself.”
I didn’t know him, but I already hated this guy. And what was that swirling, churning mass of anxiety in the pit of my stomach? Oh yeah, it was jealousy. I was half-jealous and half-pissed that she’d been with some guy that was ‘teaching’ her things when he was probably just getting his rocks off at her expense. But even I wasn’t dumb enough to voice those thoughts. I bottled them up.
“So, what happened to him?”
She was gazing out the huge glass windows that made up one wall of her bedroom, her eyes unfocused. “I broke it off when I realized he wasn’t right for me.”
There was obviously more to the story, but hearing her say she was the one who ended things gave me a small jolt of satisfaction. I was such a prick sometimes.
She broke out of her trance and turned to me. “But I want to keep exploring this submissive kink I’ve discovered.” A smile lit up her face. “We can be friends with kinky benefits.”
I lifted a brow. “And do these kinky benefits include normal sex, too?”
“Would you consider what we did last night as normal sex?” she asked.
“Yes.”
She nodded. “Yes, then we’ll have normal sex, too. I loved everything about last night.”
“And the other stuff? How do I do that?”
“We can start slow and figure it out together. The way you talk to me during sex and the commanding way you take over — it makes me wet just thinking about it.”
