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Leaning forward, I swirled the wine around in my glass. “I’m a bit nervous about this. I may have built this up in my head too much.”
He glanced at me sharply. “You don’t want to do it anymore?”
“I do. Very much. I’m just nervous.” I swallowed. “Do you? Still?”
“Fuck yeah.” He didn’t hesitate. “I’m nervous, too. Not about doing it, but that I’ll fuck it up and you won’t enjoy it.”
His admission helped me relax. “We’ve got the safe words. If it starts going in a direction I don’t like, I’ll say ‘yellow’.”
He put his empty glass on the coffee table. “Okay. And if you say ‘red’, I’ll stop, of course.”
I dragged in a deep breath. “And let’s not freak out if I use the safe words. We’ll probably need them a lot until we figure each other out.”
“Okay.”
I put my wineglass on the coffee table and curled my legs up under me. “I’m considering this a learning experience, so my expectations are pretty low for tonight. Let’s just have some fun. There are no expectations of doing anything mind-blowing. We both agreed to start off slow with the kink stuff, so no pressure.” I set out to reassure him, but mostly I was just reassuring myself.
“Okay, then let’s have some fun.” His voice slid over me like a dark promise, causing a shiver of anticipation to roll down my spine.
“Come here.” He patted his lap.
My heart skipped a beat. Suddenly, I was feeling strangely shy — like a 15-year-old virgin. I stood up on shaky legs and closed the few steps of the distance between us, all the while my mind was going a mile a minute. Did he want me to sit sideways on his lap? Facing him? Or in front of him, between his legs? Or lay across his lap with my ass on display? I had no damn clue.
I turned around and then gingerly sat my ass on the end of his legs near his knees so that I sat primly away from his body, facing forward. It was probably the most awkward and unsexy lap-sitting I’d ever experienced. Maybe because this whole thing was so weird.
In my head, I was busy cataloging all the reasons why it was so weird — reasons I’d studiously ignored the entire week while I replayed the fantastic sex we’d had over and over and fantasized about him fulfilling my every kinky desire. Let’s see, there were so many reasons:
It was Bash.
We’d been friends for so long.
Years ago, we were in a threesome together with his best friend, Sid.
Sid was now married to my best friend, Kaylie.
Kaylie was Bash’s little sister.
Bash and I were married, but getting divorced.
There was a box of sex toys on my coffee table.
Bash interrupted my runaway mental list. He moved my hair to the side and kissed my shoulder and neck. “Mmm. You smell so good.”
This was nice. I closed my eyes.
He put his hands on my hips and nudged me backward on his lap until I was snug against him. Hmm. Even nicer.
His hands slid up to the top of my shoulders, and he gently massaged my muscles. “You seem tense.”
Willing myself to relax, I let my body melt into his and rested my head on his shoulder. “I’m just excited.”
He rubbed my shoulders for a few more minutes until I was almost content to spend the entire night doing nothing else, but then he said in a low and rough voice, “Take off your shirt.”
I sat forward and pulled off my turquoise shirt and then leaned back against his chest again. While Bash was kissing up my neck again, leaving a fiery trail as he worked his way to my ear, I glanced at my breasts. The bra I’d chosen was perfect for this. It was a black uplifting open-cup bra, with a thicker band of support underneath to keep my full breasts lifted, but leaving most of my breasts and nipples exposed. My girls looked almost indecent, spilling over the barely there material.
A breath of hot air tickled my ear. “Oh, fuck.”
Luckily, he couldn’t see the little smile of triumph on my face at his reaction. He must have finally caught a peek at my breasts. Without pause, he licked his fingers and then went straight to my nipples, plumping them up. At the first touch, I arched lightly into his hands but then settled back against him and closed my eyes, relishing his attention on them.
