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“Yes,” I choked out.
He gave my ass a firm slap. “Tell me. Tell me if this is okay.”
Like a good dom, he was checking in with me and I knew more than anything that I wanted it. “Green.”
He plunged into me. He didn’t hold back; it was rough and controlling. I whimpered with an answering need. Desire sizzled hot and heavy as he pistoned into me.
And then I remembered.
“Red!”
He’d pushed into me full hilt but immediately paused at my outburst. He stopped for a few seconds. My heart was pounding out of control.
“Lacey? Did I hurt you?” He pulled out of me and turned me over, brushing the hair off my face. Concern filled his eyes. “Fuck, talk to me, baby.”
I was panting. My head was spinning. I wanted him to keep going like I’d never wanted anything else in the world.
“Condom,” I stuttered out. “You forgot the condom.”
“Okay, right.” He blew out a breath of relief. “Lacey, I haven’t been with anyone since before Vegas. I’m clean. But I’ll go get checked and show you the results, just to ease your mind.”
He rolled off the bed and began searching through the nightstand. “I lost my mind and forgot the condom, but it felt so good. You can trust me. After I get the results back, we can ditch the condoms. I don’t want anything between us.”
I had to tell him. “We have to keep using condoms. I’m not on birth control.”
His head whipped in my direction. “What? Why?”
“I’ve been on the pill for almost fifteen years. I wanted to give my body a break from the hormones.” There was some truth to that, but it wasn’t the exact truth.
“You’re not on anything?” He sounded disbelieving.
I shook my head.
He threw up his hands and asked almost accusingly, “This whole time? Why didn’t you tell me before?”
“We always used a condom. I made sure.” I was getting defensive and more than a bit annoyed.
His jaw clenched. “Condoms can fail.”
I turned away from him and wrapped my arms around my body.
He sat down on the edge of the bed. “I just don’t want you to be in a position that you don’t want to be in. That’s all.”
Meaning he didn’t want me to get knocked up. Message received. “I’m not on birth control. If you don’t like it, you don’t have to fuck me anymore.”
“Jesus, Lacey!” His hand tunneled through his hair. “I’m just trying to be an adult about this.”
Fuck, this stung. So much for asking him to be my Baby Daddy. How fucking stupid was that idea?
He grasped my chin and forced me to face him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to get upset. I was just surprised. We’ll talk more about this tomorrow, okay?”
“Okay.” I nodded, but the damage was done.
He put the condom on and we had sex. Between him suddenly treating me like a porcelain doll and his reaction to the birth control thing, I lost my enthusiasm.
The sex was nice, but he wasn’t rough anymore. It wasn’t animalistic like before. Sure, I’d had an orgasm five minutes ago when I rode his face, but this time was the first time we’d ever made love and I faked it. I wasn’t in the mood while that conversation kept replaying in my head. I had years of experience faking it with mediocre lovers, so I quite convincingly faked an orgasm so he would finish.
While he was taking care of the condom, I pretended to fall asleep. I was becoming quite the faker.
