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Will couldn’t let himself fall asleep that night; he wanted to make sure she didn’t fall into a nightmare that scared her more after what they’d shared. It had been pure magic, a stunning perfection that was beyond words, beyond his dreams, and he knew the only place he wanted or needed to be was beside her, protecting her.
She gave out a light cry around three and he turned her further towards him, soothing his hands down her side and she sighed, her hand caressing his chest as she snuggled deeper into his hold. He pressed a kiss to her temple smiling when she let out a sigh and soft, “I love you Will.”
“I love you too baby,” he whispered to her. “You’re safe, just sleep.”
She began to stir just before six and he watched as her eyes fluttered open, watching her closely to ensure she didn’t freak out finding herself naked with him. A soft smile settled onto her lips, and he couldn’t resist from kissing them, turning her slightly so he could continue to kiss her and touch her, avoiding all intimate areas until her hand slipped down to cup his full desire.
“Livy…baby you’re gonna…” he stopped not wanting to finish the comment and she gave him a soft smile as she pulled him down to rest fully against her body.
“What? Embarrass you, torture you, kill you if I don’t stop touching you?” she offered as his need settled against her. He nodded and she slid her leg over his hips, opening her body to him fully as she felt need and want race through her in a way it never had before, not with anyone. “Love me Will, don’t ever stop loving me.”
“I couldn’t possibly stop that Livy,” he promised as his finger slid across her hidden flesh, feeling that she was as aroused as he was, and groaned when she guided him into her body, her breathing letting out a tiny little hitch he now understood was of pleasure and nothing more.
They went slow, slower than last night and she was drenched with sweat by the time he was pulsing life inside her. She didn’t want to move, didn’t want him to move, and she kept her arms around him as he began to pull back slightly knowing his weight was pressing down against her heavily.
“Don’t Will, don’t leave me yet,” she whispered as his forehead pressed against hers, his nose resting alongside hers, their mouths breath spaces away, and their eyes shut tightly as they basked in the aftermath. “I love this feeling. You’re the only one I’ve ever had it with, and I don’t want you to leave me yet.”
“I won’t,” he said pressing a kiss against her lips as her hands ran through his hair. “You’re the only one for me too, baby. I’ll cuddle with you for as long as you want, I just don’t want to mash you.”
“You aren’t I swear,” she said, and he gave in letting her have her way.
He laid with her long enough that his body began to reawaken, and he felt her smile pressing kisses along his cheek as her mouth sought his.
“Livy,” he groaned knowing she could feel just what her kisses did to him.
“Love me Will,” she said softly opening her eyes to meet his gaze. “Don’t you dare ever stop loving me, my heart just might break.”
“I’d break my own first baby. This isn’t just about this though, you know that, right?” he asked, and she laughed lifting a hand to his shoulder running it down his back.
“I know Will, but it’s certainly amazing, and it makes me feel like me again a little more each time you make love to me,” she stated, and he groaned again.
“Using me are you my Livy?” he teased giving her a soft smiling kiss.
“Never, loving you, needing you, wanting you, but never using you my love,” she promised letting him take her on a quick journey before carrying her to the shower.
“If I spend any more time in bed with you I’ll simply keep making love to you and I don’t want you thinking…”
“Will, shut up and kiss me,” Olivia teased covering his lips with her own as they walked into the spray, letting him wash her again before they went to make breakfast.
She was wrapped in a robe, snuggled up against him when her phone buzzed. She picked it up staring down in surprise at the reminder from her app regarding her cycle. She’d used it religiously while married to Scott in order to ensure she didn’t conceive, going so far as to get the morning after pill each month if he wanted sex with her on top of the birth control she’d been taking, but she hadn’t been on it since he died.
“Everything okay baby?” Will asked feeling her tense slightly.
“I…well it depends I guess,” she said biting her bottom lip as she let him read the reminder.
“What exactly does that mean? I’m as far removed on all things feminine as you are with hockey,” he said looking from the phone to her.
“It’s a reminder I never turned off because my cycle is regular, quite regular. It means that I should be ovulating in the next two days which means right now is a highly fertile time and it’s quite possible for me to conceive,” she admitted, watching his face as understanding hit.
“You stopped taking your birth control and I didn’t even think about it last night. Livy, I…should apologize for it. I can go out and get some…”
“No, I only went on the pill because Scott didn’t want kids. I didn’t care either way at first with him, and then was glad that I’d gone on the pill later, but I don’t want to have something between us. If nothing happens this month, I’ll go back on the pill.”
“No, you won’t,” Will said smiling down into her surprised face. “I’m sorry if that sounded controlling…I should have said, you don’t have to unless you want to avoid having my baby because the idea of you pregnant with our child…well it makes me want to take you back to bed to ensure there’s plenty of chances of making it happen.”
“You want kids…with me?” Olivia asked as her heart fluttered in her chest.
“I want everything with you Livy; I want the house, the ring, the two point four kids, white picket fence, dog, cat, horse, pig, goat…”
